Friezacel
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I cannot cope.
I cannot cope.
I could only wish. Havent sleept well since years, i wake up multiple times per night. Just this night i woke up at least 8 timesI cope by sleeping for 18 hours a day
I couldnt bring myself to do that. Its just too shameful.Use a escort models bro,If the laws allow. I live in Russia and regularly fuck beautiful models for money.
Well, if you have a goal and you want to have fun and relieve stress, you should not be constrained by such limitations as shame. Shame should come later). I had it mostly because after having sex, even with a beautiful tall white Russian escort model, I realized that I was a dirty perverted lustful animal. Just a piece of meat without a soul without consciousness driven by base needs. Over time, the shame began to go away and I began to perceive it as a "cure" for stress and tension.I couldnt bring myself to do that. Its just too shameful.
And you know, I suffer a lot because of this. Because it calls into question all my life principles, some kind of striving for the highest, and sometimes I wish that I no longer wanted to have the need for sex and enjoyment of a woman's body. Without this constant desire, life would become easier, and I would not feel inner ugliness and would not despise myself for many things.I couldnt bring myself to do that. Its just too shameful.
I wouldnt have fun and enjoy myself knowing the girl is doing it just for the money. I know its technically a service similar to a back massage but i dont view it that wayWell, if you have a goal and you want to have fun and relieve stress, you should not be constrained by such limitations as shame. Shame should come later). I had it mostly because after having sex, even with a beautiful tall white Russian escort model, I realized that I was a dirty perverted lustful animal. Just a piece of meat without a soul without consciousness driven by base needs. Over time, the shame began to go away and I began to perceive it as a "cure" for stress and tension.
Probably. Everyone has their own view on this. I think I'm lucky that I don't think about what a girl is thinking and I only care about what I feel and think.I wouldnt have fun and enjoy myself knowing the girl is doing it just for the money. I know its technically a service similar to a back massage but i dont view it that way