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Experiment my thERapist said I should leave the house more. I did.

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my thERapist often said I should leave the house more, interact with people, talk, try and make friends, acquaintances etc. -- fair enough.

After wageslaving for 10 hours today in my remote job, I took a shower and did a two block walk for groceries. I left home little after six p.m.

Every person I passed on the streets I said "good evening" to (costumary where I live) but I often got no response, and the responses I got were very unenthusiastic. Meanwhile I would see people greeting each other enthusiastically all around me. This is an hour when people often walk the streets, going to Church or coming home from work.

Several people on the streets looked at me with disgust in their faces, including one faggot. Foids with children gave me more of a distressed look than a disgusted one. I was invisible and mute to two young foids I passed by (they didn't answer my "good evening") nor looked in my direction.

Then I went into two local stores.

First, to pick up fruits and vegetables. The foid cashier greeted me and was nice, but I felt out of place. The other male customer there looked at me with some derision, he made it obvious he didn't respect me.

Second store I went to buy some other products. The manager already despises me since an incident in which he sold a defective merchandise and refused to take it back. The foid cashiers were a landwhale and an ugly foid, they kept gossipping with each other and I was invisible to them.

I got an ice-cream cone in a third store on the way back home, the owner misheard what I said, so I had to repeat myself. I can only imagine how pathetic that is. The owner's kid at that store gave me such a disgusted cringy face I won't forget soon, she is absolutely repulsed by me.

Then I walked back home.

I never wished to disturb anyone's peace, or visit sensations of distress, disgust and rising vomit in anyone, I just wanted to do what normal people do -- a neighborhood grocery run and greeting neighbors along the way. But I'm too weird and autistic for that. They seem to be afraid I might turn out to be some sort of monster, like a serial rapist or something even worse -- an incel.

I was coping in peace before I left, now I am truly depressed and disturbed. I wish I could stay another week inside, and I probably will.

Now I ask my brothers here in .is :

------- how on Earth is such a series of awkward and negative social interactions supposed to help me get better?
------- how am I supposed to improve in any way by getting mogged, humiliated, ignored, and receiving expressions of disgust everywhere I go?
------- how is it possible for a sperg like me to get any unpaid positive social interactions with anyone?

how_to_disappear_completely.mp4

Thanks :incel:
 
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Retard actually listening to a therapist LMAO :feelshaha:
 
:lul:
Retard
Also quit your job and leechmaxx
 
the-rapists are the biggest and most socially acceptable grift in existence, therapy is like the new religion
 
I don't get expressions of disgust because I don't approach people
I didn't really approach anyone, just greeted them on the street.

Also quit your job and leechmaxx
I can't.

Retard actually listening to a therapist LMAO
the-rapists are the biggest and most socially acceptable grift in existence, therapy is like the new religion
It is the only non-hostile person I interact with. If I didn't have a therapist I would have no-one to talk to.

I don't expect thERapists to fix me up so I cease to be autistic, become alpha and fuck girls. I just want to feel less alone and get help in day-to-day living challenges (I'm autistic and have trouble with executive functioning, scheduling, tasks). thERapist helps me with those things, but I don't expect them to fix everything.
 
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It is the only non-hostile person I interact with. If I didn't have a therapist I would have no-one to talk to.
It's only because you pay them. They don't give a shit about you and flush everything you tell them out of their head the minute you are gone.
 
It's only because you pay them.
I know, right. Escortcels only fuck whores because they pay them.

If they meet an escort on the streets she would be disgusted by subhumans as well.

flush everything you tell them out of their head the minute you are gone.
Doesn't matter. Escorts are not raising your kids. They also flush their vaginas as soon as you're gone.

I get thERapist because it is supposed to help me COPE with my shitty life, I am under no illusion that a thERapist will make my life less shitty. (unless by "less shitty" you mean, better coping).
 
Happens to most of us.
You have realize that you have the upper hand in a monetary transaction as the customer and not the merchant, since he wants your dollars. So repeat yourself as you please and if the merchant doesn't like it, tell him you'll never buy from him again.

At one point, this happens so much you just get used to it and don't care much anymore. The main issue is the anhedonia that accompanies such a mindset.
 
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It's like they think we will gain a gf and social circle just by walking outside. We're in a genetic prison. Our genes are our cell bars, not the walls of our bedrooms or any abstract sense of agoraphobia. :feelshaha:
 
Join social clubs like a Church (I'm an Atheist and I think that all religion should be exterminated, but I like churches for the community), a hobby club, a team sports or sports fanclub. There are many way to socialmax, but it's difficult.

Volunteering is also a way, but that will cost a lot of free time.
 
It's only because you pay them. They don't give a shit about you and flush everything you tell them out of their head the minute you are gone.
Pretty much this. Therapy is a sham and therapists are modern snake oil salesmen; dont waste your money on that crap.
 
It's like they think we will gain a gf and social circle just by walking outside. We're in a genetic prison. Our genes are our cell bars, not the walls of our bedrooms or any abstract sense of agoraphobia. :feelshaha:

Unfortunately this is true, I have made many friends, including toilet friends. Going out with them is fun and I like their company. But at the end of the day I wake up by myself and go to sleep by myself. I don't wake up seeing slanted eyefolds with a chubby Asian toilet snoring loudly with her mouth open and then farting in my face while she's sleeping. I'd do anything for such a life, no matter how many friends I gain, a girlfriend is just too far away. :cryfeels::cryfeels::cryfeels:
 
>he fell for the therapy meme
LMAO i hope you're just a dumb teenager like me. If you're a grown adult and fell for those Jewish tricks then I feel bad. Whenever I had to go to the thERapist i would just sit in silence the entire time
 
Several people on the streets looked at me with disgust in their faces
What about the people who didn't? It fucking sucks these normies would treat you with such contempt, almost as much as you did with that gay dude, but I ask again: Why the focus on the people who were shitty enough to sneer at you, to be disgusted at you, to fear you?

I'm not saying to ignore those people but methinks your therapist shouldn't have given you that advice without first guessing that you'd use these negative experiences to validate how you already think and feel about yourself. Who here would blame you though? Shit's tough :feelscry:
 
The main issue is the anhedonia that accompanies such a mindset.
I suffer from anhedonia already.

We're in a genetic prison.
Saint Hamudi (PBUH) said: "your basement is a genetic prison"

Join social clubs
I'm seriously considering this route.

i would just sit in silence the entire time
I did that as a preteen and as teenager. Now I'm 37 and very lonely. The only non-hostile interaction I get is from thERapist.

If you spend decades without having a decent back-and-forth conversation with another human being, you'll understand the very human need to have someone hear you say --- I've seen things you people wouldn't believe...

What about the people who didn't?
Basically only the foids in customer service were decent to me.

as you did with that gay dude
I didn't do anything to him, I just noticed him -- a flaming fag.

Why the focus on the people who were shitty enough to sneer at you, to be disgusted at you, to fear you?
I think it's impressive that the only people who don't treat me with overt contempt, disgust or hostility are the ones who handle my money. Normal people just going about their business simply despise my presence anywhere, but are friendly to each other.

your therapist shouldn't have given you that advice
I don't understand why he did that. I thought other thERapycels would help me understand.

you'd use these negative experiences to validate how you already think and feel about yourself
I did. I don't understand where can I go from here. Join a club? Hobby group? Just to be even more despised. I just wanna disappear.
 
The first cashier was friendly to you OP. That is a small good sign to help u feel a bit better. Can understand u feeling edgy tho. Maybe it came as a surprise? It woulda done to me. I'm yet to meet even one foid cashier who didn't want to see the back of me ASAP and they never ever are friendly to me.

Maybe next time though u wont feel quite so on edge knowing shes a friendly person.

Shame bout the public, but this is how most people seem to be nowadays.
 
I know, right. Escortcels only fuck whores because they pay them.

If they meet an escort on the streets she would be disgusted by subhumans as well.


Doesn't matter. Escorts are not raising your kids. They also flush their vaginas as soon as you're gone.

I get thERapist because it is supposed to help me COPE with my shitty life, I am under no illusion that a thERapist will make my life less shitty. (unless by "less shitty" you mean, better coping).

With escortcelling you would HOPE they would flush out their hole as you don't want a kid by them.
 
lift
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Unfortunately this is true, I have made many friends, including toilet friends. Going out with them is fun and I like their company. But at the end of the day I wake up by myself and go to sleep by myself. I don't wake up seeing slanted eyefolds with a chubby Asian toilet snoring loudly with her mouth open and then farting in my face while she's sleeping. I'd do anything for such a life, no matter how many friends I gain, a girlfriend is just too far away. :cryfeels::cryfeels::cryfeels:
nederlands meisjevriend :feelsohh:
 
I can’t even go to the store without being mogged and despised too :cryfeels:
 
It's either that, or have no conversations at all for years.
You can talk to yourself, do you really need to talk to other people that badly?

I find that my intrapersonal conversations are more interesting that anything I've had with other people I've met in life

I have no friends to talk to.

When I approach people I can't arouse their interest.
I think the problem is you don't have anything to do, or more specifically, you don't look for anything to do with your time.

I often find that there are not enough hours in the day to do all the things I want to get done.

So I really don't know where you get all of this time to "feel lonely".
 
Now this, I feel you on. Have you considered just going out and being in the midst of people? You might need the walk and the social connection - even a simulacrum of it - is apparently good for us social creatures.
I did something like that earlier this month.

There was this street carnival with live music, food, beer, etc. I stood there besides the stage watching the band play, and people live their lives.

I barely talked to anyone -- just to ask for the price of food, and to buy some ice-cream.

It was nice seeing people and listening to music, but very lonely.

Sometimes I catch a bus, other times I go do some outdoor sports where there are people. I barely talk to anyone, and I realized that when I do approach and talk, people are more creeped out by me after I talk to them, than if I remain silent and keep to myself. It's awful.
 
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my thERapist often said I should leave the house more, interact with people, talk, try and make friends, acquaintances etc. -- fair enough.

After wageslaving for 10 hours today in my remote job, I took a shower and did a two block walk for groceries. I left home little after six p.m.

Every person I passed on the streets I said "good evening" to (costumary where I live) but I often got no response, and the responses I got were very unenthusiastic. Meanwhile I would see people greeting each other enthusiastically all around me. This is an hour when people often walk the streets, going to Church or coming home from work.

Several people on the streets looked at me with disgust in their faces, including one faggot. Foids with children gave me more of a distressed look than a disgusted one. I was invisible and mute to two young foids I passed by (they didn't answer my "good evening") nor looked in my direction.

Then I went into two local stores.

First, to pick up fruits and vegetables. The foid cashier greeted me and was nice, but I felt out of place. The other male customer there looked at me with some derision, he made it obvious he didn't respect me.

Second store I went to buy some other products. The manager already despises me since an incident in which he sold a defective merchandise and refused to take it back. The foid cashiers were a landwhale and an ugly foid, they kept gossipping with each other and I was invisible to them.

I got an ice-cream cone in a third store on the way back home, the owner misheard what I said, so I had to repeat myself. I can only imagine how pathetic that is. The owner's kid at that store gave me such a disgusted cringy face I won't forget soon, she is absolutely repulsed by me.

Then I walked back home.

I never wished to disturb anyone's peace, or visit sensations of distress, disgust and rising vomit in anyone, I just wanted to do what normal people do -- a neighborhood grocery run and greeting neighbors along the way. But I'm too weird and autistic for that. They seem to be afraid I might turn out to be some sort of monster, like a serial rapist or something even worse -- an incel.

I was coping in peace before I left, now I am truly depressed and disturbed. I wish I could stay another week inside, and I probably will.

Now I ask my brothers here in .is :

------- how on Earth is such a series of awkward and negative social interactions supposed to help me get better?
------- how am I supposed to improve in any way by getting mogged, humiliated, ignored, and receiving expressions of disgust everywhere I go?
------- how is it possible for a sperg like me to get any unpaid positive social interactions with anyone?

how_to_disappear_completely.mp4

Thanks :incel:
If you really are an aspie as you said,
I'm autistic, my advice is:"avoid humans, interact if necessary, always behave by copying other's people response patterns, that will get you safe."
Big love my fren :panties:
 
If you're an autistic, awkward person people will look at you funny. You stand out weirdly from normies and normies don't wanna feel uncomfortable around that.

You're therapist is trying to get you to do exposure therapy. Go somewhere busy where you can not be noticed as much.

Walk around I guess and try to be friendly with people you engage with. Do this on a regular basis.
The theory is it's meant to make going out easier over time.

That's my :bluepill: take on it. Obviously, you can just stay inside if you've given up completely.
 
tell your therapist her shitty advice didn't work
 
When people tell incels to go for walks and stuff jfl. Not realising this is the reality of just going outside for many incels. I don't bother going out anymore unless to purchase large amounts of alcohol because I don't want to deal with the looks of disgust and hate, nor the stupid comments some people make.
 
Therapists advice only works for normies and bluepillers. Idiots always believe the world is nicer and more forgiving than it actually is
 
OP, I have read through everything you said in this thread, and I relate to every single point you make. I also have a therapist whose instructions I try to apply to my life, and I fail miserably and I end up hating myself and others (especially femoids) in the process. You're not alone my man. PM me if you feel like talking about shit sometimes.
 
Outside, all the people look down on their phones then look down on me.
 
I end up hating myself and others (especially femoids) in the process. You're not alone my man.
I never hated normies and foids, I only feel disappointment.

When a normie sneers at me within seconds of seeing me, I know this is not a personal attack. Nobody makes a rational decision to be an asshole to someone within 2 seconds or less. They are acting on pure instinctual disgust for the mentally ill, which is innate, subconscious, and automatic. Likewise, when foids make a disgusted face as I walk close to them, I can't (rationally) fault them, because they aren't chosing to be a "bitch" against me within a fraction of a second, they are merely instinctively reacting at an ugly sperg, the same way a man gets an erection when exposed to pornography, or gets disgusted when seeing a roadkill being eaten by maggots.

The only foids I see smiling at me are customer service foids, saleswomen etc. because they train themselves to be nice and feign sympathy since their jobs depend on that. But outside their job? They act the same as everyone. It's just a fact that normies and foids dislike ugly mentally ill men, they can't help it anymore than I can "just don't be autistic" as is often "advised" around the internet by normies who live in "just exist" mode since they were born. I sometimes have a decent conversation with a random person (typically an Uber driver), but I know I will never be seen as a normal functioning person, I'll always be the creep, the weirdo, the one that stands out.

I wish my life would be different, surrounded by friends, making friendly acquaintances everywhere I go, and having good conversations with people I randomly meet, having a gf to cook with me, play games, watch some random netflix drama, fuck and share nice moments. But I can't be non-disgusting because of the way I was born. This is nobody's fault, just my genetic destiny.

PM me if you feel like talking about shit sometimes.
Thanks bro, but your PMs are not open. Check your settings. PM me if you can.
 
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my thERapist often said I should leave the house more, interact with people, talk, try and make friends, acquaintances etc. -- fair enough.

After wageslaving for 10 hours today in my remote job, I took a shower and did a two block walk for groceries. I left home little after six p.m.

Every person I passed on the streets I said "good evening" to (costumary where I live) but I often got no response, and the responses I got were very unenthusiastic. Meanwhile I would see people greeting each other enthusiastically all around me. This is an hour when people often walk the streets, going to Church or coming home from work.

Several people on the streets looked at me with disgust in their faces, including one faggot. Foids with children gave me more of a distressed look than a disgusted one. I was invisible and mute to two young foids I passed by (they didn't answer my "good evening") nor looked in my direction.

Then I went into two local stores.

First, to pick up fruits and vegetables. The foid cashier greeted me and was nice, but I felt out of place. The other male customer there looked at me with some derision, he made it obvious he didn't respect me.

Second store I went to buy some other products. The manager already despises me since an incident in which he sold a defective merchandise and refused to take it back. The foid cashiers were a landwhale and an ugly foid, they kept gossipping with each other and I was invisible to them.

I got an ice-cream cone in a third store on the way back home, the owner misheard what I said, so I had to repeat myself. I can only imagine how pathetic that is. The owner's kid at that store gave me such a disgusted cringy face I won't forget soon, she is absolutely repulsed by me.

Then I walked back home.

I never wished to disturb anyone's peace, or visit sensations of distress, disgust and rising vomit in anyone, I just wanted to do what normal people do -- a neighborhood grocery run and greeting neighbors along the way. But I'm too weird and autistic for that. They seem to be afraid I might turn out to be some sort of monster, like a serial rapist or something even worse -- an incel.

I was coping in peace before I left, now I am truly depressed and disturbed. I wish I could stay another week inside, and I probably will.

Now I ask my brothers here in .is :

------- how on Earth is such a series of awkward and negative social interactions supposed to help me get better?
------- how am I supposed to improve in any way by getting mogged, humiliated, ignored, and receiving expressions of disgust everywhere I go?
------- how is it possible for a sperg like me to get any unpaid positive social interactions with anyone?

how_to_disappear_completely.mp4

Thanks :incel:
wow that whole story was fucking brutal.
 
at least foid was nice to you, bro
 
my thERapist often said I should leave the house more, interact with people, talk, try and make friends, acquaintances etc. -- fair enough.

After wageslaving for 10 hours today in my remote job, I took a shower and did a two block walk for groceries. I left home little after six p.m.

Every person I passed on the streets I said "good evening" to (costumary where I live) but I often got no response, and the responses I got were very unenthusiastic. Meanwhile I would see people greeting each other enthusiastically all around me. This is an hour when people often walk the streets, going to Church or coming home from work.

Several people on the streets looked at me with disgust in their faces, including one faggot. Foids with children gave me more of a distressed look than a disgusted one. I was invisible and mute to two young foids I passed by (they didn't answer my "good evening") nor looked in my direction.

Then I went into two local stores.

First, to pick up fruits and vegetables. The foid cashier greeted me and was nice, but I felt out of place. The other male customer there looked at me with some derision, he made it obvious he didn't respect me.

Second store I went to buy some other products. The manager already despises me since an incident in which he sold a defective merchandise and refused to take it back. The foid cashiers were a landwhale and an ugly foid, they kept gossipping with each other and I was invisible to them.

I got an ice-cream cone in a third store on the way back home, the owner misheard what I said, so I had to repeat myself. I can only imagine how pathetic that is. The owner's kid at that store gave me such a disgusted cringy face I won't forget soon, she is absolutely repulsed by me.

Then I walked back home.

I never wished to disturb anyone's peace, or visit sensations of distress, disgust and rising vomit in anyone, I just wanted to do what normal people do -- a neighborhood grocery run and greeting neighbors along the way. But I'm too weird and autistic for that. They seem to be afraid I might turn out to be some sort of monster, like a serial rapist or something even worse -- an incel.

I was coping in peace before I left, now I am truly depressed and disturbed. I wish I could stay another week inside, and I probably will.

Now I ask my brothers here in .is :

------- how on Earth is such a series of awkward and negative social interactions supposed to help me get better?
------- how am I supposed to improve in any way by getting mogged, humiliated, ignored, and receiving expressions of disgust everywhere I go?
------- how is it possible for a sperg like me to get any unpaid positive social interactions with anyone?

how_to_disappear_completely.mp4

Thanks :incel:
you have to understand these "therapists" ARE UTTER CLOWNS WHO DO NOT GRASP THE PROBLMES YOU FACE SOCIALLY, ITS NOT EVEN ON THEIR RADAR AS TO THIS BEING THE CAUSE OF YOUR PROBLEMS.

They are not fit to diagnose or provide you with advise because they do not know what the problem is or wont acknowledge what the problem is in the first place so the error remains throughout their whole "treatment". Essentially they are treating the wrong ailment, they have made a fantasy problem, an anxiety that they dont know the root of and are treating this, instead of treating a problem they know they have no cure, which is you face and SMV which is the root of all your problems, that they either dont want to admit or are ignoring, to make their job easier.
 

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