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My sad life story. I really don't believe anybody suffered more than me.

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I’m not trolling at all I’m just pointing out how retarded you are for saying you’ve suffered more than anyone here cuz you got insulted by your fag cousins lol if anything you’re trolling
f that's all u read from my post then ur a troll and lying. Anyone who read it they ALL commented how horrible my life was.

I think you read everyones comment and my story and it made you seeth.



I think ur ego is tied in ur inceldom so when u see someone who was utterly bullied and outcast like me and was even a Slave at one point, ur pride is angry and u lash out cuz everyone is commenting how badly I had it and u are jealous asf.
 
Bro you’re retarded if you think getting made fun of means you’ve suffered more than anyone I literally have permanent scars from when my mother sunk her nails in me when I was 12 and you’re out here crying about when your cousins made fun of you XD. And if you wanna talk about emotional abuse I’ve been isolated and bullied by everyone growing up. Literally any currycel on this forum has suffered 1000x more than you stupid retard.
Remember your race. Your race is you
 
I was a slave at one point. this guy is angry that I went through all I did like wtf what a fellow "brother" a troll.
You are a severe autist. Autist males suffer heavily I'm sure. Especially the uglier they are. He may not be aware. It must be hard being a weak, mentally retarded bitch with no one to understand your pain. I can see your pain.
 
You are a severe autist. Autist males suffer heavily I'm sure. Especially the uglier they are. He may not be aware. It must be hard being a weak, mentally retarded bitch with no one to understand your pain. I can see your pain.
why do you insult me? I thought you were an honest friend...... fellow incel? Wtf. It's like this is a simulation and the one people you thought were your empathetic friends are actually lying to you and making fun of you. Why would u say that? @Zhou Chang-Xing

@TheProphetMuscle ..........
this is further proof im the most hated even people pretend to be my friends who are fellow "incel" pretend to care for me and be nice then they backstab me. see?
@Subhuman100 @Tryna Ascend
 
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why do you insult me? I thought you were an honest friend...... fellow incel? Wtf. It's like this is a simulation and the one people you thought were your empathetic friends are actually lying to you and making fun of you. Why would u say that?
You can admit objective, cold reality without being empty of cognitive empathy. I understand your pain. I am on your side. But you must admit, you are genuinely broken mentally ever since you were born. Neither is your fault, but your mothers since you mentioned she was autistic. Autism is just a catch all branch for mental retardation. It so happened your autistic mother, because she had her women card, got to selfishly reproduce at the expense of your happiness. Don't be disenchanted by me, be disenchanted by that cruel bitch that blamed you for suffering inflicted on you by others even though your heart was kind and open.

Also I am not your friend. I am no one's friend. I have no friends
 
You can admit objective, cold reality without being empty of cognitive empathy. I understand your pain. I am on your side. But you must admit, you are genuinely broken mentally ever since you were born. Neither is your fault, but your mothers since you mentioned she was autistic. Autism is just a catch all branch for mental retardation. It so happened your autistic mother, because she had her women card, got to selfishly reproduce at the expense of your happiness. Don't be disenchanted by me, be disenchanted by that cruel bitch that blamed you for suffering inflicted on you by others even though your heart was kind and open.
I'm not retarded neither is autism, autistic people are actually geniuses and I noticed I was always smarter than everyone around me, and other school mates. Be honest, u said it to gaslight me and be "dark triad" and be passive aggressive. Don't try to gaslight me u are satanic.
Is it because i mentioned GOD?
 
I'm not retarded neither is autism, autistic people are actually geniuses and I noticed I was always smarter than everyone around me, and other school mates. Be honest, u said it to gaslight me and be "dark triad" and be passive aggressive. Don't try to gaslight me u are satanic.
Is it because i mentioned GOD?
Lmao no. I have my own struggles with God. The fact you have faith is good to see. But you do give off mentally retarded / austistic bitch vibe, and if I wasn't being honest in expressing that, I would be a dishonest individual who claims not be human and see things with the usual conceited human eyes. But you are right to some extent, I may have accidentally gaslit you because I expressed an understanding of your perspective while also being a robot devoid of kind emotion
 
Lmao no. I have my own struggles with God. The fact you have faith is good to see. But you do give off mentally retarded / austistic bitch vibe, and if I wasn't being honest in expressing that, I would be a dishonest individual who claims not be human and see things with the usual conceited human eyes. But you are right to some extent, I may have accidentally gaslit you because I expressed an understanding of your perspective while also being a robot devoid of kind emotion
autistic retarded bitch vibe? why even add the bitch part? I was nice to u, and I explained Autism is actually intelligent asf.

my own teachers and experts all admitted I was a genius to my mom, and amazing at chess, I just have autism but I am extremely smart the Experts even said.
so ur actually the npc who can't realize that, and thinks im retarded, JUST LIKE ALL THE NPCS IN MY LIFE. NICE JOB PROVING IT LOL



u are being aggressive asf and backstabbing. again u are being a satanic troll who is a fake "brother" and lacks empathy, and I know I'm smarter than u. I got hit by a car at 8 and u admitted my life story is tragic. The fact I'm Still smarter than u, is a victory. The fact I completely exposed u and out verballized u, and everyday I'm alive is a victory over u.

@Tryna Ascend @TheProphetMuscle
 
Lmao no. I have my own struggles with God. The fact you have faith is good to see. But you do give off mentally retarded / austistic bitch vibe, and if I wasn't being honest in expressing that, I would be a dishonest individual who claims not be human and see things with the usual conceited human eyes. But you are right to some extent, I may have accidentally gaslit you because I expressed an understanding of your perspective while also being a robot devoid of kind emotion
autistic retarded bitch vibe? why even add the bitch part? I was nice to u, and I explained Autism is actually intelligent asf.

my own teachers and experts all admitted I was a genius to my mom, and amazing at chess, I just have autism but I am extremely smart the Experts even said.
so ur actually the npc who can't realize that, and thinks im retarded, JUST LIKE ALL THE NPCS IN MY LIFE. NICE JOB PROVING IT LOL



u are being aggressive asf and backstabbing. again u are being a satanic troll who is a fake "brother" and lacks empathy, and I know I'm smarter than u. I got hit by a car at 8 and u admitted my life story is tragic. The fact I'm Still smarter than u, is a victory. The fact I completely exposed u and out verballized u, and everyday I'm alive is a victory over u.

@TheProphetMuscle
@Tryna Ascend
 
autistic retarded bitch vibe? why even add the bitch part? I was nice to u, and I explained Autism is actually intelligent asf.

my own teachers and experts all admitted I was a genius to my mom, and amazing at chess, I just have autism but I am extremely smart the Experts even said.
so ur actually the npc who can't realize that, and thinks im retarded, JUST LIKE ALL THE NPCS IN MY LIFE. NICE JOB PROVING IT LOL



u are being aggressive asf and backstabbing. again u are being a satanic troll who is a fake "brother" and lacks empathy, and I know I'm smarter than u. I got hit by a car at 8 and u admitted my life story is tragic. The fact I'm Still smarter than u, and everyday I'm alive is a victory over u.
@Tryna Ascend @TheProphetMuscle
You're a bitch because you took the pain inficted on you in each instance you described. When your cousins slapped you, you took it like a bitch instead of pounding him. When he stole your action figure, you took it like a bitch instead of burning his toys. You are a legit bitch. That's not my fault. Also you could be smarter than me, a lot smarter. I wouldn't know.
 
You're a bitch because you took it. When your cousins slapped you, you took it like a bitch instead of pounding him. When he stole your action figure, you took it like a bitch instead of burning his toys. You are a legit bitch. That's not my fault. Also you could be smarter than me, a lot smarter. I wouldn't know.
that's not called being a bitch. i was a younger kid than them, and naturally meek. What was I suppose to do? u're bowing to JESUS and Burning.


I did fight back retard. When I was 12 or 13, this second cousin who would hit me all the time, and bullied me, talked to the older kids about me laughing at me. in the house infront of all the grownups and family, i was waiting for him to do something, and he punched my torso as i walked by,

and i started punching his fucking face, and it was all swollen and the grownups yelled at me threatened to cut my throat, and i got sent home.
I exposed u for ur passive aggressive insults and fakeness. I think my story makes u mad a little too.

"Look at him ooo booohooo wants sympathy. Ill be a fake and call him a bitch"

ur not even a cool "dark triad" but a cringe try hard who failed to gaslight me. Lul

@TheProphetMuscle @Tryna Ascend
 
that's not called being a bitch. i was a younger kid than them, and naturally meek. What was I suppose to do? u're bowing to JESUS and Burning.


I did fight back retard. When I was 12 or 13, this second cousin who would hit me all the time, and bullied me, talked to the older kids about me laughing at me. in the house infront of all the grownups and family, i was waiting for him to do something, and he punched my torso as i walked by,

and i started punching his fucking face, and it was all swollen and the grownups yelled at me threatened to cut my throat, and i got sent home.
I exposed u for ur passive aggressive insults and fakeness.

ur not even a cool "dark triad" but a cringe try hard who failed to gaslight me. Lul

@TheProphetMuscle @Tryna Ascend
Bowing to Jesus and burning for your enemy's pleasure is existential gaslighting to keep you a bitch all your life. That's how I see it. That's partially why I have a lot of trouble reconciling my faith in Christ with reality.
 
Bowing to Jesus and burning for your enemy's pleasure is existential gaslighting to keep you a bitch all your life. That's how I see it. That's partially why I have a lot of trouble reconciling my faith in Christ with reality.
there u go with that "bitch" word again. that's ur little temper tantrum word isn't it buddy?? u Deserve to Burn because u are a gaslighting satanic fake empath, and cruel fake "brother".
So u will Burn for Eternity and it's Amazing.


GOD LOVES me. GOD Will send u to Burn. All the bullies like u will tbh.
 
Bowing to Jesus and burning for your enemy's pleasure is existential gaslighting to keep you a bitch all your life. That's how I see it. That's partially why I have a lot of trouble reconciling my faith in Christ with reality.
ur sentence didn't even make sense tbh the first one. i think u're legit low iq. the irony. Lul. :)
 
there u go with that "bitch" word again. that's ur little temper tantrum word isn't it buddy?? u Deserve to Burn because u are a gaslighting satanic fake empath, and cruel fake "brother".
So u will Burn for Eternity and it's Amazing.


GOD LOVES me. GOD Will send u to Burn. All the bullies like u will tbh.
:feelsbadman:
 
Autistic little cute baby. Mouth breathed. Face grew long. Hit by a car at 8 years old... Head trauma..... Bullied in school. My older brother also put my thing in his mouth for like 4 seconds randomly once when I was eight, and dry humped me another time as we play fought. I never looked at him the same again, and all the uncles would scold me for hating my brother since then, as if it was my fault. Ridiculous/

Prior to that bullied by my own fucking older cousins who lived near me. They would be mean to me, pick on me, at one time ganged up on me in the room, and kept UNJUSTLY interigating me as if I did something wrong, and kept writing down my answers when I defended myself. "Shh don't speak to loud I don't want the grownups to hear" because they knew what they doing is wrong.


The saddest story is when we were in my backyard, at this big family party, many people were over. I had this sand pit in my backyard area, and this action figure I got which I loved. It was new too. I liked his slick back kinda black hair. I loved action figures to play with. And then my bully blonde older cousin buried it in the sand. man I would kill them if I could get away with it now.
They lied to me and told me they don't know where it was, knowing they hid it , but I KNEW they hid it in the sand i wasn't oblivious. So I went and digged it up, and they got mad that I knew like it was my fault, and he took it from me and left away with it to his house. I remember looking back across the yard to look for my mom, where all the grownups were, but I was too emberassed to go and tell my mom, infront of all those strangers because they would hear I play with dolls. So I just looked at him as he took my action figure away who I loved and took it to his house where I never saw it again.

Pathetic losers. I once spazzed cuz my older male cousin was over my grandmas too. The loser heard me say, "Aww Billy is here" and I started yelling and screaming when he called me out, when it was his own fault for being a bully cuz he would always bully me and I started spazzing and crying and my greek grandparents were worried about me I had to get picked up. "The kid, we need to find out what is wrong with the kid though!" my grandpa yelled in Greek to my grandma whne they took me to the room.
my second cousin whos a girl on my moms side can be summed up by this one song from fairly odd parents, "Icky vicky."
she and the boy first cousins on my moms side, were at one of my cousins house, and there was a picture of all our moms together smiling, and I see my mom there, who has slight autism herself, and married my dad when she was 16, he was 23 or something, and into a rude mean family.
my girl cousin goes, "Ewwwww (my name)'s mom is so uglyy tho" and the cousins all join in satanically, making fun of her calling her ugly out of all the moms when it's not even true. She did nothing wrong. Nowadays my older sister just told my mom that vicky the cunt is legit a cunt and bitch, and rude asf all of those cunts.

I was always a friendless loser. I would pretend to be gay in school cuz one of the cool kids would wink at me as a joke and pretend to be gay no joke I think he was. I would do it to try to be funny. People thought I was legit gay! I went to the special room too.
Middle school i was the class clown but nobody really liked me.
Cousins on my mom's side, who lived a bit farther away, bullied me. "Dude you look like you're 40" "dude you have a mustache at 11 years old" "Dude you're fat" (even tho u were fatter)
they would just always gang up on me. Kids at the Greek dances bullied me, hit me in the balls too.
I liked this girl Pam, but she didn't like me. kids would be mean to me online, I would try to be nice and they would troll me and call me fucking names, where I would spaz at them after swearing, and yet my mom heard of this and said it was my fault? So I tried being overly nice after ,and still people bullied me.
was a slave, to my own cousin remember that kid? I was 12. Bullied by everyone, and I couldn't say no, when he brought me to our uncles gas station to work. I cleaned the cooler doors, broke boxes took out trash, sweeped all this bs, hurting my back everyweek for only 5 dollars a day and a snack or drink.
he even slapped me once because i disagreed with his point on alexander the great vs persia being the actual first world war. I said it's still not the whole world technically.
he slapped me and said "don't disagree with me". remember i was an autistic anxiety filled kid who got hit by a car. bullied relentlessly too.
Too be continued.
Hey man. Sorry to hear that. I have actually very similar experiences to you. Although I have a disability that made my face very strange and I was bullied for that in school + now by strangers. Message me if you want to discuss it. I’m 26 years old from Germany.
 
ur sentence didn't even make sense tbh the first one. i think u're legit low iq. the irony. Lul. :)
Well its simple:
>Life on earth is temporary, therefore take all the suffering in the face with Jesus as a cope with a fake promise of relief in the afterlife
However, if life on earth is the only life there is, then all of it was in vain. Seeing how religion is used to keep slaves in line, especially with tools such morality, it makes sense to keep the slave believing in an afterlife so that he will not revolt against his abusers in this life
 
Hey man. Sorry to hear that. I have actually very similar experiences to you. Although I have a disability that made my face very strange and I was bullied for that in school + now by strangers. Message me if you want to discuss it. I’m 26 years old from Germany.
Are you white?
 
JFL at this god believing negative iq fag
 
I can't relate to having a torturous childhood. My childhood was ideal. Life only became hell for me when puberty hit.
 
This is so heartbreaking. Have you ever tried to vent it out with someone reliable irl?
I wish I could make you a happier person, but since I can't, all I can say is to try to not stick to the past, as you will never be able to change it. Instead, try to fight for a better future for yourself.
 
This is so heartbreaking. Have you ever tried to vent it out with someone reliable irl?
I wish I could make you a happier person, but since I can't, all I can say is to try to not stick to the past, as you will never be able to change it. Instead, try to fight for a better future for yourself.
Thank you so much for this comment, you truly have a heart and empathy you're a nice soul. I am going to dm you, because you know what, you deserve it I feel you're a nice person I want to tell you Right now that JESUS SO LOVES you and Knows you're a nice empathetic person who was there for me just now, because it's so rare on the internet for the most part.
You are a nice soul so you must Love GOD. Because GOD is the Source of our empathy, of our goodness and sense of justice and love... Love.

GOD IS LOVE!
2023 is the start of a important year, most likely the beginning of the 7 year Tribulation which I've been waiting for since 2019, 2020 Literally. I accepted JESUS in 2019 July after a long time of being an atheist and pagan and that.
You need to wake up now because I care for you. I actually want you to be Saved, Listen to me.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luFLEg2liy0



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hqn300UU4u4
 
Thank you so much for this comment, you truly have a heart and empathy you're a nice soul. I am going to dm you, because you know what, you deserve it I feel you're a nice person I want to tell you Right now that JESUS SO LOVES you and Knows you're a nice empathetic person who was there for me just now, because it's so rare on the internet for the most part.
You are a nice soul so you must Love GOD. Because GOD is the Source of our empathy, of our goodness and sense of justice and love... Love.

GOD IS LOVE!
2023 is the start of a important year, most likely the beginning of the 7 year Tribulation which I've been waiting for since 2019, 2020 Literally. I accepted JESUS in 2019 July after a long time of being an atheist and pagan and that.
You need to wake up now because I care for you. I actually want you to be Saved, Listen to me.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luFLEg2liy0



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hqn300UU4u4

Hope you also watch this brother. @Tryna Ascend
 
I have a similar story. I was the only ethnic in my white family and got treated different and lost my whole teenhood but i wont write a whole paragraph on it rn, just read some of my posts.

I can understand your pain and suffering
 
Lol that's nothing nothing as compared to mine.
 
Lol that's nothing nothing as compared to mine.
u're that same jealous troll from before, u keep coming back here seething at all the comments people are saying how heartbreaking this is and what trauma I went through don't u?
 
I have a similar story. I was the only ethnic in my white family and got treated different and lost my whole teenhood but i wont write a whole paragraph on it rn, just read some of my posts.

I can understand your pain and suffering
I'm sorry bro honestly. There is Hope though, please check my latest post on 2023.
 
what is with that i suffered more autism
 
The normies will use your kindness as a sign of weakness and use you

Its a dog eat dog world and I wish someone would of taught me that instead of religion crap I was taught growing up.

You shouldn't regret the wrong you did since Im sure it was justified but what they did to you was inexcusable

because they took advantage of you knowing you were genetic trash and autistic

they are filthy scum who should be treated as such
Based
 
...

Yes...bullied on the street. Common scenario for vulnerable males.

I was bullied on the street once by a tall White man. He laughed at me because I was ethnic and told me I could only hope to get "low quality" landwhales.

His exact words were, "You make all the fat girls faint"

I've never, at any point, asked out a woman. Your criterion does not apply to me for the following reasons:

  • I have stuttering issues from ASD and cannot make eye contact because of severe social anxiety
  • I am 5'3(120lbs) and get mistaken for a 12-15 y/o adolescent despite being 23
  • I have a very feminine voice and often get mistaken for a woman over the phone
  • In public, women look at me in disgust and avoid me because my anxious, autistic behavior manifests as avoidance of other people.
  • I cannot drive because my form of ASD impairs my visual processing abilities.
  • I very rarely leave my apartment since I cannot function in society because of the reasons mention above
Please be more empathetic.

Our story begins in 2013. Intellau was 15, and Shannon was 12. It's a story of inequality in group therapy.

I was an anxious fifteen-year-old with MDD and GAD. Each day, I was filled with crippling anxiety/"hazy depression" and would often start "shaking" on the way to group therapy. They gave me stress balls so I would stop fidgeting with my hands during therapy time. Still, the group psychologist considered me "NT" and often criticized me for my failure to make eye contact with other people in the room/failure to speak to other group youth(Social cue problems).

Shannon Rose Bosanac was a twelve-year-old with "social anxiety" and "depression". During group therapy, I was told to speak to Shannon, which was ignored because she preferred a taller, older boy over me and sat near him daily. The psychologists eventually switched Shannon to another group out of concern for her "progress"(They believed I was "negatively influencing" her by behaving in accordance with my illnesses); Shannon would mimic my neuro-atypical gestures to get attention.

You're reminding me of my first stint in group therapy. Youth would nearly always overlook me. Some blatantly insulted me and made statements such as "Intellau, you know no one wants to partner with you. Go over to the table and sit alone", "Tsk"(Directed at me), "No one likes him! He acts like a female! Why do I have to go to the 'Quiet Room'?".

The only exception was when a certain kind youth joined my group. He treated me respectfully and showed concern for my obvious anxiety and social ineptitude; I was his partner for one group assignment, and it went very well.

Oh, you don't need to apologize; I'll explain:

I have maladaptive daydreaming(MDD) from autism. I've had constant daydreaming/fantasies of my experiences in group therapy for over eight years now. My fantasies of those experiences mesh together with my newer memories, resulting in situations where I envision myself "interacting with"(seeking approval from) certain youth I respected in the group for anything of value I do.

Your experiences are different yet have similarities with my own.


View: https://imgur.com/a/EFaeWLx


Yes. Like you, I suffer from chronic constipation and acid reflux. My constipation is due to something I was born with.

As a young child, I used to pace the floor for hours until the pain from my constipation subsided.

Our painful lessons.



"shouldn't hold on"? This man is clearly traumatized. His violent fantasies can be mitigated somewhat by empathy.



Allow me to tell you a story:



Years ago, I was bullied too. Youth would laugh at me because I was a short autistic boy who was unable to speak without stuttering. They called me "house mouse", "weirdo", "freak", "pipsqueak", "leprechaun"(feminine voice). One girl said, "I think he has a disability" as a joke.

I've always been dissociated from my surroundings because of my illnesses, so I speak to myself for comfort and clarity. This attracted the attention of a certain Hispanic boy, who happily recorded my private chatter and played it with his friends. He also started shoving me into desks when he realized how "easy" it was to torment me. Eventually, I had a mental breakdown from this.

No. I haven't had "friends" since the age of six. Those "friends" ditched me since I was an anxious autistic child who spent more time fidgeting alone than struggling to socialize with normies.

Yes. I had motor deficits(ASD-related) as a child and had to receive physical/occupational therapy. As well as several birth defects...

Yes, I remember my final day in group therapy well. I was heavily depressed, as usual. It was cloudy and raining. A certain Black youth told me, "Intellau, go over there."(As usual), and I obeyed him out of a desire for peaceful group time. A kid by the name of "Sean", another Black youth, criticized my writing and said "Wow....Intellau's writing is terrible"(He was handing out our goal sheets for the day); he also made sure to read my "discharge" certificate. I kept my discharge secret so I wouldn't be laughed at by my group "mates".

Exactly. This was evident to me when the male youth living in the same commune as me would walk by my room door each night and mock me with the sexual language I used while sleeping. They also would deliberately slam their room doors as hard as possible to startle me since I have chronic anxiety from autism.

"Damn baby"

"Oh yes"

"Damn sweetie"

"Looks like we've got a mouse in the house"(Chadlito said this because I was isolating myself in my commune room due to embarrassment. I would wrap a belt/blanket around my body to prevent sleep-masturbation.)

"Wow, Intellau didn't go outside to eat today"(Yes, I remained in my room without eating; it was habitual by that point)

Chadlito personally walked by my door and said, "So you don't like women riding?" in a cocky tone, and then went into his room laughing.

Stress only worsened my sexsomnia...

I've had severe anxiety for most of my life. A decade ago, I would wake up each day with tingling/rushing sensations throughout my body and crippling depression. "Going through the motions" was how I lived. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder in group therapy.

A former (female) psychiatrist of mine was attentive to my problems and prescribed me benzodiazepines, which helped somewhat. I'd suggest making a short log of your symptoms before the appointment and asking a psychologist for a referral to a psychiatrist.

No; Shannon Rose B had several boyfriends waiting at home as she flirted with loiro Chris in group therapy.

I dropped a pencil during a private chat:

"Oh, that's right. We have to keep our voices down because Intellau liked her"(Group Psychologist; male)

"Why does he even want her? She already has a boyfriend"(Understudy)

Note that she was flirting heavily with Chris often.

"I told those two to cut it out, like, 'Hey, that's not appropriate'"(Group Psychologist)

He would always quiet down if he thought I was listening to their chats.
 
Damn man, i was bullied a lot growing up, but shit is next level, absolutely brutal :fuk:
 

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