KetamineAddictYoda
Yodacel
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Within the next year or two I will move to my country's largest city to make a name for myself. My multitude of goals include dedicating myself to a real job, joining clubs, practicing hobbies, finding true friends, going to Church, and of course becoming a husband. I value community very much so wanted to remain close to my friends and parents, but after some reflection and experimentation I've concluded they do not care much about me. Currently, I am extremely depressed and would probably end it now if it weren't for my belief in God and the little hope left to become something to someone. Alas, even the former is not a strong enough reason to live without the latter. I've tried to live my ideal life in my hometown, but the memories and attachments are too burdensome to bear. I need a restart, not even that: I need it to start. This city... It's my last chance, and if I fail, at least I will have tried.





