same brother, as a shitskin mixed race latinocel I realize i have no nation to call mine.
I dont look like a spaniard nor a mayancel, neither would accept me as their equals sadly.
Even in mestizo land i'm still lower in the social hierarchy since "colorism" puts browns on the bottom and whiter mutts on top.
I have no proud history to look back on either. LatAm is a shithole and the govt and economy are dominated by white supremacists, the darker mestizos who look like me live in their shadow as cannon fodder for war, peasant farmers, and violent criminals.
Mestizos in usa arent doing any better too, theyre just turning wherever area they are into wherever they came from. No net benefit for anyone.
It's brooootal, atleast whitecels or ricecels can cope with being apart of cool and influential races. Literally carrying the world's economy and technology sector.