I had bad respiratory depression, tactile/visual/auditory hallucinations, chest pains/heart beating out of my chest, paranoia, psychosis basically and had to go to the hospital where they didn't really do shit except give me a small xanax and let me LDAR in a waiting room all night. One of the nurses was a major bitch and I'm still convinced she tried to poison me, but that's another story.
I couldn't sleep at all for 11 days afterwards (should have tried getting benzos earlier
), I'd get weird brain "zaps" when my brain tried to fall asleep. Surprised I survived that tbh. I didn't even mix it with alcohol around that time.
But yeah it'll probably get banned soon because people do stupid shit with it. It's a great drug if you can stay responsible and stick to reasonable doses 1 time a week maximum or something. I read all the horror stories and still fucked up really bad.
The problem is the first time feels so freaking good, you finally feel like a normal human being without crippling anxiety.. But then tolerance sets in really quickly and you need to escalate the dose if you want the same effect without taking long breaks between doses.