For tje past month or so I have been unusually exhausted and feeling random spatks of extreme pain. I begged my parents to take me to tje doctor all day today because it was worse than ever and that's why I have been in such a dark place
They said no
Th3n I collapsed.om the floor and when I woke up my Dad called me a drama queen. Then I threw up and my.mum yelled at me for making a mess, I begged them to take mr to the doctor again and started coughing up blood. They accused me of drinking but I hav3 been ofr alcohol for a lomg time.
I am.naked on tye bathrook floor still throwing up. Tjis might be how I die. I don't even care ai am just sad it is so painful