I'm still being gaslit into thinking I'm not autistic because I'm only confirmed to be neurodiverse due to OCD and ADHD but I still see socially- successful people with those disorders, I told them I still think I'm autistic and they told me I've been assessed twice for autism and they both came back as negative, so there's really no explanation for my lack of friends, my hatred of change, my inability to socialize with others, the same 3 interests, seeming like an asshole with intending other than I guess i'm just insane, mentally ill retard who can't function in society, "but it's definitely not autism bro!" meanwhile you got lying tiktok foids pretending to be autistic because IT'S LE QUIRKY AESTHETIC getting tested and it comes back as positive, fuck this evil society.
