My parents arent divorced but ive basically only been raised by women my entire life. Ive never had a proper male role model my whole life. My mom always taught me to be quiet and well behaved. Its because of her im non assertive, timid, shy and anxious. I was never taken to do sports, eat healthy, or socialize. Its why i was chubby, unathletic and had no fiends as a child. She always prohibited me from going outside by myself cause she didnt think it was safe. Ive seen 10 year olds have the same freedom i got at the age of 18. Its all cause my dad was too busy wagecucking to help his kids out so i never got parented by him. He was gone til night and too tired when he came back. Even when we went back to turkey for the summer for like 2 months, we would only visit my moms family and all of them were female like her sisters and mother and they all parent like her. They treat their kids like helpless infants their whole lives and baby them til they have no social skills.
