trrrrrsarescary
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- Joined
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She's like 14 now and I think she's now old enough to actually grasp my autism and my subhumanity but she always just completely blanks me but she's nice to everyone else in my family, it's only with me that I sense this hostile vibe she gives out, like literally last week I was walking just outside my house and she was on her way from school to hang at our house for a bit and she looked at me and pulled her skirt down and just awkwardly ignored me, it fucking hurts that my even my own blood is on some level repulsed by my subhumanity, even though she's literally seen my face from birth that's still not enough for that human instinct to kick in and make her dislike me, it wasn't even like this when she was younger she was nice to me, ever since she's become a teen she just hates me now, makes me feel like shit man it's even my own family, it's so obvious she finds me weird and creepy but if I ever spoke to my family about it they'd say it's just nothing and it's just in my head, even though I've been right about hostile vibes before and it turned out they really didn't like me





