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My own mother mocks most men all the time.
My both parents are high profile chad and stacy, i was able to live comfortable thanks to them, but they don't really see me fully as their son.
They have given up on me, just provide me LDAR opportunities that i reject just because i try to prove something to them and much less myself.
I've become a soulless being, a living corpse holding on to my copes my dreams my life. I don't know how much longer.
And oh, i've told my parents everything. I don't hide anything from them anymore. When i speak how i feel to my mom she acts like she already knew this to begin with, and it's like i'm speaking to myself. She knows everything, my parents know everything.
I think they knew before i did.
I won't say i blame them for anything, i just wish they had done at least some kind of effort to improve my life early so i don't become the person i am now.
At least i'm high IQ and relatively ok health-wise. Even suffering has become some form of cope now, way to feel alive. Most of the time it's like i only exist, empty.
Jewpills made it better. I quit them though. They changed nothing and i don't want to damage my liver with it. But they created this empty opening inside my head where i could hide. That's the best way to put it.
You are the only person who can read this, even though i know none of you mf care.
My both parents are high profile chad and stacy, i was able to live comfortable thanks to them, but they don't really see me fully as their son.
They have given up on me, just provide me LDAR opportunities that i reject just because i try to prove something to them and much less myself.
I've become a soulless being, a living corpse holding on to my copes my dreams my life. I don't know how much longer.
And oh, i've told my parents everything. I don't hide anything from them anymore. When i speak how i feel to my mom she acts like she already knew this to begin with, and it's like i'm speaking to myself. She knows everything, my parents know everything.
I think they knew before i did.
I won't say i blame them for anything, i just wish they had done at least some kind of effort to improve my life early so i don't become the person i am now.
At least i'm high IQ and relatively ok health-wise. Even suffering has become some form of cope now, way to feel alive. Most of the time it's like i only exist, empty.
Jewpills made it better. I quit them though. They changed nothing and i don't want to damage my liver with it. But they created this empty opening inside my head where i could hide. That's the best way to put it.
You are the only person who can read this, even though i know none of you mf care.
