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LifeMaxxer
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I can’t win. I went out with some people today and literally im the clown of the group. There were 2 foids and 3 guys. Stories are made out of my expense. The one other foid within the group gives me a half-cold shoulder. She gave a hug to another guy friend but as for me, all I got was a fist bump. Same when we went our separate ways.
My other option is to experience mind boggling loneliness that literally starts to make my head hurt. It’s like I start to collapse on the inside and it’s a level of mental pain Ive never experience before in my life. Literally just start breaking down when I am walking. It’s dry-crying with no tears through my mouth as though im breathing like I just exercised.
Id rather be a bottom friend group guy than experience the level of pain that loneliness brings. I don’t think id live past 30 the way the loneliness kills my soul
My other option is to experience mind boggling loneliness that literally starts to make my head hurt. It’s like I start to collapse on the inside and it’s a level of mental pain Ive never experience before in my life. Literally just start breaking down when I am walking. It’s dry-crying with no tears through my mouth as though im breathing like I just exercised.
Id rather be a bottom friend group guy than experience the level of pain that loneliness brings. I don’t think id live past 30 the way the loneliness kills my soul