Awhile ago when I was still a kid basically I made friends with some dudes online
They were effectively the people who I spent the most time with for a couple of years
(I had a normfag friendgroup aswell but I eventually lost contact with them due to how much time I was on discord and and how different I had become than the rest of them)
To paint the picture they are all pretty chronically online (me too tbf)
Pretty much all of them are more or less some sort of social outcasts
Most of them live in the same city that's decently far away from mine
That means that they get to hangout in person while me and 3 other dudes who aren't In the same city as them only get to communicate with them via discord and with the occasional visit to their city and vice versa.
So for some context
I've always received some kind of bad treatment for my looks.
These people were no exception
Don't get me wrong,they are very unattractive themselves
I would say if you compare me to them I'm noticeably better looking than them
They are just that unattractive
But they still decided to make fun of my looks specifically as "just a joke bro don't get offended"
And at that point in time I was like 15 and was pretty used to this treatment anyway
But one day I found out about BP
Mainly looksmaxxing
I got really obssesed with it like we all do at first
Realized how fucking ugly and weird all of these niggas are and started making fun of them back
Now all of a sudden it became a problem when I do it.
They started to virtue signal and act like good people by saying
"you've changed bro we miss the old *insert real life name*"
It doesn't take a genius to see that they are obviously retarded and just can't handle when a joke is made at their expense.
Anyway some of them outright stopped talking to me and the rest of the group unofficialy
And at a point in time just 4 of us were left
Luckily some new guys happened to roll around recently who I so far like way more than those other faggots
But yeah back to the original point
I'm pretty much obsessed with BP
Its one of the only things I think about during the day and how it affects my life
The worst part is that it's not even something that's kinda just in my head
Absolutely every day I get reminded of just how brutal it is for me
Every single day of my life is blackpilled
I can't escape it
So I just talk with the remaining members about it
2 of them are pretty chill about it and don't really care, mostly agree with me
But 2 of them are convinced that I'm I've gone insane
We've had conversations about it and they never seem to understand or agree with me
I try to be as objective as possible
Bu one of them is simply too much of a fucking retard to understand
This nigga In particular has been getting on my nerves recently
He is always on my dick about some shit
Trying to argue with me and press my insecurities
Every time we play a video game and I whoop his ass per usual
He gets mad and starts hurling insults at me while I'm just enjoying my time with the rest of the VC
He gets very personal and somehow always turns it about how much of a terrible person I am
He then proceeds to call me ugly even tho I objectively MOG him(it's so bad where I mog him that's gotta tell you something)
I can't stand this fucking nigga
He Is so low iq it pains me to even speak with him
And supposedly I'm insane for believing in BP
What are your thoughts on this?
They were effectively the people who I spent the most time with for a couple of years
(I had a normfag friendgroup aswell but I eventually lost contact with them due to how much time I was on discord and and how different I had become than the rest of them)
To paint the picture they are all pretty chronically online (me too tbf)
Pretty much all of them are more or less some sort of social outcasts
Most of them live in the same city that's decently far away from mine
That means that they get to hangout in person while me and 3 other dudes who aren't In the same city as them only get to communicate with them via discord and with the occasional visit to their city and vice versa.
So for some context
I've always received some kind of bad treatment for my looks.
These people were no exception
Don't get me wrong,they are very unattractive themselves
I would say if you compare me to them I'm noticeably better looking than them
They are just that unattractive
But they still decided to make fun of my looks specifically as "just a joke bro don't get offended"
And at that point in time I was like 15 and was pretty used to this treatment anyway
But one day I found out about BP
Mainly looksmaxxing
I got really obssesed with it like we all do at first
Realized how fucking ugly and weird all of these niggas are and started making fun of them back
Now all of a sudden it became a problem when I do it.
They started to virtue signal and act like good people by saying
"you've changed bro we miss the old *insert real life name*"
It doesn't take a genius to see that they are obviously retarded and just can't handle when a joke is made at their expense.
Anyway some of them outright stopped talking to me and the rest of the group unofficialy
And at a point in time just 4 of us were left
Luckily some new guys happened to roll around recently who I so far like way more than those other faggots
But yeah back to the original point
I'm pretty much obsessed with BP
Its one of the only things I think about during the day and how it affects my life
The worst part is that it's not even something that's kinda just in my head
Absolutely every day I get reminded of just how brutal it is for me
Every single day of my life is blackpilled
I can't escape it
So I just talk with the remaining members about it
2 of them are pretty chill about it and don't really care, mostly agree with me
But 2 of them are convinced that I'm I've gone insane
We've had conversations about it and they never seem to understand or agree with me
I try to be as objective as possible
Bu one of them is simply too much of a fucking retard to understand
This nigga In particular has been getting on my nerves recently
He is always on my dick about some shit
Trying to argue with me and press my insecurities
Every time we play a video game and I whoop his ass per usual
He gets mad and starts hurling insults at me while I'm just enjoying my time with the rest of the VC
He gets very personal and somehow always turns it about how much of a terrible person I am
He then proceeds to call me ugly even tho I objectively MOG him(it's so bad where I mog him that's gotta tell you something)
I can't stand this fucking nigga
He Is so low iq it pains me to even speak with him
And supposedly I'm insane for believing in BP
What are your thoughts on this?
