HowCanSheSlap
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It's finally happened. II looked at her profile on instagram (I'm not her 'follower' obviously) and she had put her privacy setting for the first time since 2015 as public. There she was, I didn't find her as attractive as before. She is still attractive don't get me wrong, but she's a 8/10 not the 10/10 I previously thought.
I've been infatuated with this girl ever since I saw her back in September 2011 when I started college at 16 years old. We only shared two terms that year and I would occasionally see her the next year, but I'd had been infatuated with her ever since. I would see very little public photos of her on Facebook or stalk her friends hoping they posted photos with her throughout the years - that's the only way I remembered her. I've been stressed and would sometimes dream about her, but this has made me feel a bit better and I feel if I saw her for the first time now I wouldn't really care that much.
I did look at some previous photos of her from 2013 and 2015 and she looks like the 10/10 person I remember. But her most recent photos she doesn't look as attractive. Hopefully I am able to shake off this oneitis now, the only problem I see now is being attached to the memory of how she looked, rather than how she looks now.
I've been infatuated with this girl ever since I saw her back in September 2011 when I started college at 16 years old. We only shared two terms that year and I would occasionally see her the next year, but I'd had been infatuated with her ever since. I would see very little public photos of her on Facebook or stalk her friends hoping they posted photos with her throughout the years - that's the only way I remembered her. I've been stressed and would sometimes dream about her, but this has made me feel a bit better and I feel if I saw her for the first time now I wouldn't really care that much.
I did look at some previous photos of her from 2013 and 2015 and she looks like the 10/10 person I remember. But her most recent photos she doesn't look as attractive. Hopefully I am able to shake off this oneitis now, the only problem I see now is being attached to the memory of how she looked, rather than how she looks now.