basically I’m not going to write a large essay I’m just going to write a summary of what happen as I need a place to vent. There are people here who may have similar things happen and no this isnt to brag and please don’t get mad if ur KHHV I’m still dateless KHV. Also I was just lucky in this situation and found a perfect girl. IT DOES NOT MEAN IM A FAKECEL NOR VOLCEL IM A 3/10 UNDERWEIGHT NON NT HIGH INHIB SUBHUMAN.
in 8th grade there was this pretty girl who I remember seeing in my homeroom. She was so pretty and I did find her attractive. But during this time I was a horny 13-14 year old crushing hard a gigastacy purely for looks and sexual attraction. Like I was way too obsessed for my health. Anyways this pretty girl who I was talking about managed me to talk to me a month later due to a friend. She asked me for my discord as that’s what she mainly used and I gave it to her. Anyways fast forward from this point she developed a massive crush on me. Howd I know? She was hyperactive and literally chased me down the halls a lot of the time to mess with me and hugged me multiple times randomly. I’d jokingly run away from her. Anyways since I was a imbecile who never really had attention like this from a foid since like 4th grade, I may have given false signs I may not have been interested. We distanced for a bit then we started talking again and she repeated her old actions. Anyways to summarize the next few points. I did something really fucking stupid, idiotic, arrogant on the last day of school to her. Pretty much after that I made it so awkward I pretty much ghosted her (I didn’t unadd her just didn’t send her anything) for a year. Keep in mind during this time there was a voice in my head saying I would regret not going for her this entire time. Then Covid came, quarantine settled and we started talking again because I contacted her. This was after a few months of quarantine because I was banned on discord and lost contact with a lot of people especially her. Anyways we started talking again and it took a few months for me to really start simping but the entire time I obviously did want her. We saw each other IRL again at school we talked for a bit & caught up. She was so beautiful, and I loved her soothing voice. Anyways i thought I had a chance but I realized texting her and trying to get her again she lost all interest. Fully lost all fucking interest keep in mind we never dated or did anything other than hug but it was my fault. We earlier this year made up and talked to each other about what happen back in 8th grade and our true feelings but it was a casual convo nothing serious. It was 6 messages and it was just because I was openly blurting out I missed my opportunity with her in a server I was in. She’s dating my friend now and she was dating another friend of mine then. We don’t even talk or acknowledge each other anymore at this point. I was fucking stupid and missed my only chance of ascension.
I will die a truecel KHV dateless subhuman because of my actions in 8th grade. She was the perfect girl for me and was a girl who could actually take jokes. We had a similar sense of humor and we even had similar issues in our life. But I fucking lost my opportunity for the perfect soulmate match for me. It’s fucking over. This was the only girl to ever show me interest.
in 8th grade there was this pretty girl who I remember seeing in my homeroom. She was so pretty and I did find her attractive. But during this time I was a horny 13-14 year old crushing hard a gigastacy purely for looks and sexual attraction. Like I was way too obsessed for my health. Anyways this pretty girl who I was talking about managed me to talk to me a month later due to a friend. She asked me for my discord as that’s what she mainly used and I gave it to her. Anyways fast forward from this point she developed a massive crush on me. Howd I know? She was hyperactive and literally chased me down the halls a lot of the time to mess with me and hugged me multiple times randomly. I’d jokingly run away from her. Anyways since I was a imbecile who never really had attention like this from a foid since like 4th grade, I may have given false signs I may not have been interested. We distanced for a bit then we started talking again and she repeated her old actions. Anyways to summarize the next few points. I did something really fucking stupid, idiotic, arrogant on the last day of school to her. Pretty much after that I made it so awkward I pretty much ghosted her (I didn’t unadd her just didn’t send her anything) for a year. Keep in mind during this time there was a voice in my head saying I would regret not going for her this entire time. Then Covid came, quarantine settled and we started talking again because I contacted her. This was after a few months of quarantine because I was banned on discord and lost contact with a lot of people especially her. Anyways we started talking again and it took a few months for me to really start simping but the entire time I obviously did want her. We saw each other IRL again at school we talked for a bit & caught up. She was so beautiful, and I loved her soothing voice. Anyways i thought I had a chance but I realized texting her and trying to get her again she lost all interest. Fully lost all fucking interest keep in mind we never dated or did anything other than hug but it was my fault. We earlier this year made up and talked to each other about what happen back in 8th grade and our true feelings but it was a casual convo nothing serious. It was 6 messages and it was just because I was openly blurting out I missed my opportunity with her in a server I was in. She’s dating my friend now and she was dating another friend of mine then. We don’t even talk or acknowledge each other anymore at this point. I was fucking stupid and missed my only chance of ascension.
I will die a truecel KHV dateless subhuman because of my actions in 8th grade. She was the perfect girl for me and was a girl who could actually take jokes. We had a similar sense of humor and we even had similar issues in our life. But I fucking lost my opportunity for the perfect soulmate match for me. It’s fucking over. This was the only girl to ever show me interest.
are you saying you had a foid into you before the teens.
