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[Costarican Chud]

The college started 2 weeks ago and every one is new.
Im ND just like a lot of people here, i have trouble making friends and actually talking with somebody is too hard for me because I dont understand how their brain works.
But i have a friend that is like me, with the difference that hes tall and because of him i met some people, but our "friendgroup" was 3 foids (A, C and M) , him and me.
At some point the teacher told us to do groups of 5, i tell to my friend and C that we could go together and they say yes. When they are doing the papera with the names, A look at me (gotta admit I liked her) and said "you wanna go with us??" doing like a disgusted face, i thought she was joking with that so i tell her yes and she gives the papera to the teacher. When the class finish, I go to check the paper, just to see their 4 names and another guy, they left me off. I felt humiliated. I almost cried.
They basically were my only friend on the whole college, just to find out they were laughing at me??? I only have like 2 friends on the world.
I wish i was a NT guy who knows how to talk to people, ill have friends, full weeks and even a gf.
Just telling ts cause im lowk sad because i dont understand why is so hard to love me. Cheers

 

[anon65]

College is full of backstabbing normgroids. I fucking despise when I am forced to voluntarily form a group in a class of randoms. The group will always ditch you ASAP if they can find someone "better".

 

[Costarican Chud]

College is full of backstabbing normgroids. I fucking despise when I am forced to voluntarily form a group in a class of randoms. The group will always ditch you ASAP if they can find someone "better".

You know whats worse? They chose a 5'5 chopped guy instead of me (guy who almost all class bully) so I know they just wanted to humiliate me. You are right bro and there is no place in this world for us

 

[anon65]

You know whats worse? They chose a 5'5 chopped guy instead of me (guy who almost all class bully) so I know they just wanted to humiliate me. You are right bro and there is no place in this world for us

All we can do is limit interaction with them. Get away as soon as possible and never go near them again.

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Nigga you're going to college and have friends, i can't afford nothing of that, anyway Its over for you and me

 

[Sir Silentium]

Sorry to hear that.
There are lots of people here that would love to talk interact with you

Nigga you're going to college and have friends, i can't afford nothing of that, anyway Its over for you and me

Yea at least he has "friends", but college does absolutely nothing in regards to making friendships if you couldn't make any friends in high school. I thought it would change after I started, but it didn't.

 

[Sir Silentium]

You know whats worse? They chose a 5'5 chopped guy instead of me (guy who almost all class bully) so I know they just wanted to humiliate me. You are right bro and there is no place in this world for us

They probably feel bad for him. I've encountered that first hand. Genuinely facially deformed, ND is it gets, yet females are all over him.
For us who are in between it's practically worse then those guys getting sympathy attention.

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Sorry to hear that.
There are lots of people here that would love to talk interact with you


Yea at least he has "friends", but college does absolutely nothing in regards to making friendships if you couldn't make any friends in high school. I thought it would change after I started, but it didn't.

College be expensive as shit and i don't have any schoolarship, so now im just neet and jobless

 

[Sir Silentium]

College be expensive as shit and i don't have any schoolarship, so now im just neet and jobless

And half of the kids going to college these days are studying dead end degrees that they won't even get work in either

 

[Icarus]

College is full of backstabbing normgroids. I fucking despise when I am forced to voluntarily form a group in a class of randoms. The group will always ditch you ASAP if they can find someone "better".

My experience throughout all of elementary, middle, and high school

Glad I never went to collage. My theRAPIST was always telling me about how great it is

Can't trust anyone in this world.

 

[Costarican Chud]

Nigga you're going to college and have friends, i can't afford nothing of that, anyway Its over for you and me

Im very smart, thats my hardest cope, i get a scolarship and in my country college is very cheap anyways. About the friends, in a 300 people highschool i got 2 friends.

 

[VanGobbel]

Blackpill hits hardest when it relates to people you thought were your friends

 

[Costarican Chud]

They probably feel bad for him. I've encountered that first hand. Genuinely facially deformed, ND is it gets, yet females are all over him.
For us who are in between it's practically worse then those guys getting sympathy attention.

Have sense actually, thanks man

 

[Sir Silentium]

Have sense actually, thanks man

No problem.

The vast majority of people here would agree that the worse you look, the worse you are treated, which obviously is not the case.
There is a point where people start giving you sympathy.
Arguably ND is the leading factor in group projects like this too - that is if you are below average looking.

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Im very smart, thats my hardest cope, i get a scolarship and in my country college is very cheap anyways. About the friends, in a 300 people highschool i got 2 friends.

Priviligiated fuck

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

And half of the kids going to college these days are studying dead end degrees that they won't even get work in either

So im not a failure to not going to university, Good, a ego boost i need

 

[SociallyStunted]

Click your profile, then go to account details then when you see account styling, click on the “happy Hanukah” name color for good luck

 

[wanghaf88]

The college started 2 weeks ago and every one is new.
Im ND just like a lot of people here, i have trouble making friends and actually talking with somebody is too hard for me because I dont understand how their brain works.
But i have a friend that is like me, with the difference that hes tall and because of him i met some people, but our "friendgroup" was 3 foids (A, C and M) , him and me.
At some point the teacher told us to do groups of 5, i tell to my friend and C that we could go together and they say yes. When they are doing the papera with the names, A look at me (gotta admit I liked her) and said "you wanna go with us??" doing like a disgusted face, i thought she was joking with that so i tell her yes and she gives the papera to the teacher. When the class finish, I go to check the paper, just to see their 4 names and another guy, they left me off. I felt humiliated. I almost cried.
They basically were my only friend on the whole college, just to find out they were laughing at me??? I only have like 2 friends on the world.
I wish i was a NT guy who knows how to talk to people, ill have friends, full weeks and even a gf.
Just telling ts cause im lowk sad because i dont understand why is so hard to love me. Cheers

Holy shit thats genuinly ropefuel... is your other ND "friend" making fun of u too?

 

[Costarican Chud]

Holy shit thats genuinly ropefuel... is your other ND "friend" making fun of u too?

Sup, no, he actually told me and shit but I dont know if I still feel good around him, atleast Im good at the career so I can cope hard when I feel alone