So I came to Germany and had planned not to access this site anymore for various reasons, but I can't hold it anymore, I must vent a bit. I'll try not to make it super long but this will probably be a long post.
My father found me a blue-collar work within a week here and I went to work in another city as a construction worker. I stayed there for four weeks and it was absolute shit. I couldn't understand what the colleagues said because they speak so fast and their dialect pronunciation is completely different from standard German, plus most people here don't seem to like immigrants and make no effort whatsoever to make things easy for you with the language.
I was in a big city (better not to said exactly which) full to the brim with super attractive women. My God, Germany is a completely different level with women as Brazil. Everyday I worked the whole day as a mule with those shitty colleagues which had absolutely no patience with me and then went up in the pauses just to experience a torrent of gorgeous women going by at my sides and suffer my daily dose of incel frustration, in a much bigger dosage as I was used to in Brazil. But little did I know that it would get even worse.
I went with my father to a nudism beach, a couple of kilometers away from our city. As expected, 80% of people there are old. People age so fucking bad here, the young women look like absolute gorgeous angels but the old (not only the super old, the middle aged as well) look like complete garbage.
So my father was having a conversation with a friend of his there and since I don't understand enough to participate properly, I decide to take a walk through the beach. Suddenly, after so many disturbing views of those sacks of putrefying old meat, I found myself in the presence of a super gorgeous German teenage girl. She had blue eyes, light-brown hair, average stature, a little bit chubby, absolutely perfect breasts with puffy nipples and a super good-looking dark-brown forest of pubes down there. I don't want to say how old I think she was, but she looked above consent age before moralfags start to bash me. I immediately felt my blood rushing down and had to enter in the water to avoid the display of my erect dick.
I stayed there for a while and ended up talking a bit with her. Unfortunately she doesn't live so near me. She went on a kind of surf board, but standing with an oar, and I could see all her intimate parts from under, I will never forget this view. of her cute hairy pussy and asshole. Her family was there as well, I talked a bit with them, all were nice to me, of course I did this all to disguise a bit.
But I went there again another day and could notice that the girl has no interest in me at all, as is to be expected since I'm ugly. She had forgotten from which country I came and said she didn't want to play ball with me when I invited her (I bough a ball just to try to play with her). My God, I can't stop thinking about her, it was so frustrating to have such a perfect, ultra-attractive girl naked with me there and know that I have absolutely 0 chances. I know I should enjoy, but it's like life is showing me exactly what I can't have, with full details. I daydream about her the whole day sometimes while at work.
Now I got a better job in a factory near where I live, the boss is a blonde Chad as is super nice and friendly with me, reinforcing the theory that Chads are bros and normies is where shit is at. My colleague is already old and is also nice and patient. Most shitty people who treated me like trash in my previous work were young low-status, low-tier normies to incel tier. One had only one eye (probably lost the other in some kind of work accident) and another had a shitty ugly-ass single mom older girlfriend. Also all of them were gigacopers, my God, the amount of cope I heard from Germans already. One was also an obvious nazi, hey, inceltears, if you guys want to read something that will make you happy, I lost all my previous nazi sympathies upon coming here. Germans are mostly robots and nazies are dumb fuckers here, while all the immigrants from low status countries like mine treated me super well. I love Arabs and people from south and east Europe now.
Today I went to a festival in a nearby city with my father, the amount of young super beautiful woman was so fucking extreme I started feeling super depressed and sulk, my God, I never thought it was THAT better here. Incels really have it bad in Europe, now I can understand being ethnic as well. This idea that white women go for ethnics/blacks is completely false, I only see cute young white German women with young white German Chads and Chadlites.
Don't know what more there is to say, you guys can make questions if you want. Also, I missed you guys, I saw previously that some people also missed me, well, thanks, I love you brothers. It's good to vent and talk with you here. My English is probably a bit worse since I've been speaking so much German, but it still works. Also, to the BKA, I don't plan on committing any crimes here in Germany, I'm here legally, work and am a law-abiding citizen here