You see,my mother thinks i am shy chad.Now,last week she told me various girls look at me whenever i go out, and i then i told her that she is lying and that no girl looks at me ever.
Well today i went out for the first time ever since that conversation,and she changed her tactics.Now when she thinks a girl is looking at me she tells me
i was at a bustop and a girl on a bike looked at me for 1 second and then she said that the girl on the bike was looking at me.she actually did look,but what is one second kek.
when we were returning home,my cute next door neighbour was walking her dog with her mom.Now,to the new members here who haven't heard of my problems with this neighbour i will give a quick story.This girl is your stereotypical cute girt next door that every pol fag imagines.She spends most of her day at home,doesn't walk with boys(in my first year here i have only seen her with one guy and that was most likely her father),often uses a cute haircut with bangs,fully white,has all the cute girl mannerism(looks down,shy smile etc etc).The only thing that's missing is her going to church and i wouldn't be surprised if she does that too.Now i imagine she is a dyke considering how i have seen her with two girls in her house.One supposedly looked exactly like her and could have been her sister/cousin and the other was just a random blonde uk girl.
Now,let me explain my issues with this girl.If she seems me she is going to stare.Whenever she is on my shared backyard,she stares at my house,if she sees me she is going to stare,if i just slightly open the curtains of my house she will immediately look to see who is behind it.all this compulsive staring,glancing has lead me to think she is a lesbian.As i am ugly as shit,i can only imagine her being interested in my mom.that or she has caught me saying some weird shit outloud(i often talk outloud) and thinks she needs to be on her guard 24/7
anyway,me and mom were returning to our house and guess what,she was there walking with her mom.Man she played the whole innocent cute girl to a teeth.looking down,shy glances,cute smile, etc etc.after she passed by,my mother told me that she was definetely embarassed/shy when she passed by us.I then told her that she didn't look,but she told me that she saw her looking at me before i saw her.no idea if that is true but i do remember seeing her taking a quick glance at me.
Unfortunately,i will go out today,and will head into a dentist where my mother has made comments before of a random hijab foid worker looking at me.no idea if she did,but she did talk to me in whispers and only later did i realize that she was talking to me.
i don't know what to say anymore.i just want to forget that women exist and that relationships exist but i am always forced to go outside.life as an incel is brutal.i just want to retire to the middle of nowhere.
tldr: whenever my mom thinks a foid looks at me,she makes it her job to tell me.a random girl on a bike and my cute next door neighbour who often uses cute hairstyles with cute bangs looked at me.she made it her job to tell me
it's over
Well today i went out for the first time ever since that conversation,and she changed her tactics.Now when she thinks a girl is looking at me she tells me
i was at a bustop and a girl on a bike looked at me for 1 second and then she said that the girl on the bike was looking at me.she actually did look,but what is one second kek.
when we were returning home,my cute next door neighbour was walking her dog with her mom.Now,to the new members here who haven't heard of my problems with this neighbour i will give a quick story.This girl is your stereotypical cute girt next door that every pol fag imagines.She spends most of her day at home,doesn't walk with boys(in my first year here i have only seen her with one guy and that was most likely her father),often uses a cute haircut with bangs,fully white,has all the cute girl mannerism(looks down,shy smile etc etc).The only thing that's missing is her going to church and i wouldn't be surprised if she does that too.Now i imagine she is a dyke considering how i have seen her with two girls in her house.One supposedly looked exactly like her and could have been her sister/cousin and the other was just a random blonde uk girl.
Now,let me explain my issues with this girl.If she seems me she is going to stare.Whenever she is on my shared backyard,she stares at my house,if she sees me she is going to stare,if i just slightly open the curtains of my house she will immediately look to see who is behind it.all this compulsive staring,glancing has lead me to think she is a lesbian.As i am ugly as shit,i can only imagine her being interested in my mom.that or she has caught me saying some weird shit outloud(i often talk outloud) and thinks she needs to be on her guard 24/7
anyway,me and mom were returning to our house and guess what,she was there walking with her mom.Man she played the whole innocent cute girl to a teeth.looking down,shy glances,cute smile, etc etc.after she passed by,my mother told me that she was definetely embarassed/shy when she passed by us.I then told her that she didn't look,but she told me that she saw her looking at me before i saw her.no idea if that is true but i do remember seeing her taking a quick glance at me.
Unfortunately,i will go out today,and will head into a dentist where my mother has made comments before of a random hijab foid worker looking at me.no idea if she did,but she did talk to me in whispers and only later did i realize that she was talking to me.
i don't know what to say anymore.i just want to forget that women exist and that relationships exist but i am always forced to go outside.life as an incel is brutal.i just want to retire to the middle of nowhere.
tldr: whenever my mom thinks a foid looks at me,she makes it her job to tell me.a random girl on a bike and my cute next door neighbour who often uses cute hairstyles with cute bangs looked at me.she made it her job to tell me
it's over
