jray4559
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Because what the hell is the point? I don't have actual skills. The jobs there that I could 'do' are gonna make me so fucking miserable that I'll end up just snapping and killing someone. I'm off the deep end into just hating everybody at this point, having to be around people who are well-adjusted and doing all the fun things in life I'll never get to do is a guarantee for something bad to happen, nevermind how soul-sucking the actual work is.
She's worried about my future, but she'll never understand that I don't have a future. Either I work and wish I was dead every morning, or I don't work and end up being homeless/in prison, and I'll still wish I was dead every morning. At least now with my NEETdom I am barely happy enough to not end it all, and I'm supposed to willingly choose to give that up? Not a chance in hell. Losing 40+ hours a week just to feel even more like shit than I already do is just never happening, end of story.
She's worried about my future, but she'll never understand that I don't have a future. Either I work and wish I was dead every morning, or I don't work and end up being homeless/in prison, and I'll still wish I was dead every morning. At least now with my NEETdom I am barely happy enough to not end it all, and I'm supposed to willingly choose to give that up? Not a chance in hell. Losing 40+ hours a week just to feel even more like shit than I already do is just never happening, end of story.





