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i'm 22 and my mom still infantilizes me. when i was 12, i sent aggressive spam to one of my teachers at the end of 6th grade calling her insults and racial slurs under an anonymous email i created. since then, my mom has added a time limit to my computer usage. and she makes give her the phone every time it's bed time, like as if that'll prevent me from staying up all night. how the fuck does watching movies all night be any different from using phone all night to talk on incel forums? and not just that, but i'm 22 now, she needs to let me have my phone when i want. but i have to, during the daytime, ask for the phone. and sometimes she says she won't give it to me until my homework is done.
my parents are very restrictive sand niggers. they prohibit premarital sex and they tell me i'm not supposed to have until i'm married, and my mom just fucks things up.
in hs, my mom didn't bother me about my goddamn homework and boss me around. and i felt less stress (other than the stress i felt due to a few chads hassling me although those chads changed in 12th grade). but at least that anger was fun while this anger is annoying. then in college this all changed, i was less overwhelmed by work in hs now in college, my mom keeps reminding me of all the hw i have and i tell her i know what it is but she then starts screaming at me and shit. and she won't let me take quizes online on my own because she's worried i'll flunk. she freaks out because i forgot to send a email to some professor. i've had thoughts about going all domestic assault on her (but very very mild like only a mild punch so no don't need to call cops). i remember when my dad (who's usually calm) got mad at me a week back for putting on too much sunscreen he wouldn't stop bothering me, it drove me insane so i punched him.
and because of my mom, i'm lazy as hell, i can't get any damn work done because she overwhelms me too much by being too pushy. so now i can only have barely 60 credits completed so far while my classmates (class of 2016) have all graduated from 4 year unis while i went to a community college barely getting work done surrounded by either normies or truecels.
if i got rid my OCD that i've dealt with for a few years then i could've moved out although now that's impossible due to quarantine. and my mom won't let me move out because i haven't proven i'm independent. but i told the stupid towelhead that i'd be independent if i lived by myself. she can't expect me to do everything on my own when my parents can easily do it. if she wants me to be independent she should just let me live on my own, i know myself way more than her, but the stupid mf won't listen. so i'm stuck with her.
my parents are very restrictive sand niggers. they prohibit premarital sex and they tell me i'm not supposed to have until i'm married, and my mom just fucks things up.
in hs, my mom didn't bother me about my goddamn homework and boss me around. and i felt less stress (other than the stress i felt due to a few chads hassling me although those chads changed in 12th grade). but at least that anger was fun while this anger is annoying. then in college this all changed, i was less overwhelmed by work in hs now in college, my mom keeps reminding me of all the hw i have and i tell her i know what it is but she then starts screaming at me and shit. and she won't let me take quizes online on my own because she's worried i'll flunk. she freaks out because i forgot to send a email to some professor. i've had thoughts about going all domestic assault on her (but very very mild like only a mild punch so no don't need to call cops). i remember when my dad (who's usually calm) got mad at me a week back for putting on too much sunscreen he wouldn't stop bothering me, it drove me insane so i punched him.
and because of my mom, i'm lazy as hell, i can't get any damn work done because she overwhelms me too much by being too pushy. so now i can only have barely 60 credits completed so far while my classmates (class of 2016) have all graduated from 4 year unis while i went to a community college barely getting work done surrounded by either normies or truecels.
if i got rid my OCD that i've dealt with for a few years then i could've moved out although now that's impossible due to quarantine. and my mom won't let me move out because i haven't proven i'm independent. but i told the stupid towelhead that i'd be independent if i lived by myself. she can't expect me to do everything on my own when my parents can easily do it. if she wants me to be independent she should just let me live on my own, i know myself way more than her, but the stupid mf won't listen. so i'm stuck with her.
