Serious My mind is full of violence

[deleted fren]

I have a form of ocd so whenever I talk to people explicit thoughts of them violently dying or being raped fill my mind. I used to be terrified of these invasive thoughts because whenever I'd talk to a family member for example they'd pile up inside my head and make me feel like a sicko. Anymore I've watched so much gore that I'm apathetic to whenever I have them.

It's strange how even before I got into gore the violence presented in my imagination was so explicit and realistic. Maybe the human subconscious naturally carries understanding of the appearance of human death. Who knows

 

[Seahorsecel]

I have a form of ocd so whenever I talk to people explicit thoughts of them violently dying or being raped fill my mind. I used to be terrified of these invasive thoughts because whenever I'd talk to a family member for example they'd pile up inside my head and make me feel like a sicko.

I can relate. Its over for OCDcels like us

 

[Specimen]

I have a form of ocd so whenever I talk to people explicit thoughts of them violently dying or being raped fill my mind. I used to be terrified of these invasive thoughts because whenever I'd talk to a family member for example they'd pile up inside my head and make me feel like a sicko. Anymore I've watched so much gore that I'm apathetic to whenever I have them.

It's strange how even before I got into gore the violence presented in my imagination was so explicit and realistic. Maybe the human subconscious naturally carries understanding of the appearance of human death. Who knows

I have the worst subtype of ocd and I feel like i’m mentally burning from hellfire. It’s beyond brutal

 

[deleted fren]

I have the worst subtype of ocd and I feel like i’m mentally burning from hellfire. It’s beyond brutal

What type?

 

[Specimen]

What type?

pocd, or the fear of becoming/being a pedophile.

I’m currently struggling with intense compulsions to prove myself that my fears are just intrusive thoughts, but as you know it’s a never ending circle and im spiralling. I’m really looking forward for therapy, because these rituals of mine are becoming even more intense since I slowly can’t get any satisfaction from my previous compulsions (Testing, Reassurance, Rumination, etc.)

 

[FuckYou]

Yeah I’m always tempted to stab people when I’m in public. It’s getting harder to resist.
(I disavow violence and I won’t commit any crimes)

 

[Shark]

Same, I often get an urge to cut peoples bodies up into pieces and eat some (in GTA 5)

 

[deleted fren]

Yeah I’m always tempted to stab people when I’m in public. It’s getting harder to resist.
(I disavow violence and I won’t commit any crimes)

Same, I often get an urge to cut peoples bodies up into pieces and eat some (in GTA 5)

 

[FuckYou]

If any butthurt fags on IT report me to feds then that will just give me a good reason to [REDACTED]

 

[deleted fren]

If any butthurt fags on IT report me to feds then that will just give me a good reason to [REDACTED]

Hahaha

 

[Emba]

Mine is full of Cello's

 

[Deadbabies]

Whenever I get angry I go on gore sites to blow off some steam

 

[beyondschizo]

Same. OCD is so fucking life draining