Another post made me remember when some of my family foids tried to lift my ego by telling me I am attractive to some girls.
The thing is back then I was just shy and didnt realize theyre simply lying.
When I was like 14 my older sister once told me that some foid at a shop we just left from was 'totally into me'
It was BS because I was UGLY AND RETARD LOOKING AS FUCK. But it took me years to realize that she was just lying to make me feel better. BECAUSE SHE ACTUALY MUST HAVE NOTICED HOW AWKWARD I AM.
The same thing with my aunt. She told me that a cashier at a shop was really checking me out. Again. It was an attempt to lift my pitiful ego.
It fills me with shame and rage. Because it proves that THESE FAMILY FOIDS ACTUALLY KNEW HOW SHY AND AWKWARD I AM and out of pity and probably also their wish to have a successful relative they just lied to manipulate me to become more worthy of female attention. Its basically as if they would tell me 'do something about yourself you loser'.
Then, my grandmother actually told me to lose weight, so girls would like me. My sister then defended me to not talk about it like that and my aunt said it is good to tell me these things.
This is what foids do when theyre on your side. They manipulate you and lie to you because youre not Chad and they would like to have a Chad in the family instead of you.
The thing is back then I was just shy and didnt realize theyre simply lying.
When I was like 14 my older sister once told me that some foid at a shop we just left from was 'totally into me'
It was BS because I was UGLY AND RETARD LOOKING AS FUCK. But it took me years to realize that she was just lying to make me feel better. BECAUSE SHE ACTUALY MUST HAVE NOTICED HOW AWKWARD I AM.
The same thing with my aunt. She told me that a cashier at a shop was really checking me out. Again. It was an attempt to lift my pitiful ego.
It fills me with shame and rage. Because it proves that THESE FAMILY FOIDS ACTUALLY KNEW HOW SHY AND AWKWARD I AM and out of pity and probably also their wish to have a successful relative they just lied to manipulate me to become more worthy of female attention. Its basically as if they would tell me 'do something about yourself you loser'.
Then, my grandmother actually told me to lose weight, so girls would like me. My sister then defended me to not talk about it like that and my aunt said it is good to tell me these things.
This is what foids do when theyre on your side. They manipulate you and lie to you because youre not Chad and they would like to have a Chad in the family instead of you.
