Even though I have always been a sub 4 ugly, subhuman piece of shit I used to have one thing going for me - intelligence. When I was in middle school I scored within the 99th percentile on reading/writing standardized exams and within the 95th percentile on math exams. I was always the one without friends in class or the odd one out in playground games (if they even let me play, which they usually didnt) but at least I had that intelligence mogging going for me. It gave me a feeling of superiority and at least I could believe I was useful to jewsciety and bound for greater things than retarded normies. However in my final year at my middle school a foid deliberately pushed me into the metal pillar on the playground when I was trying to tag her. My head collided and I was blacked out for a matter of seconds. When I came too I felt this extreme depression, brain fog, but most importantly that headache. I figured that it would evaporate, go away after some time, but none of my symptoms ever did. I was told to stay away from schoolwork while I was on concussion protocol,but when I came back I wasn't and never became the same again. I struggled in my english classes to remember simple words or even form complex sentences. In math, I became completely useless, dropping down to the 45th percentile at my best. As a child I tested my IQ in the 130-138 range, but after the injury, ive struggled to hit over 95. That foid knocked me into a completely different world. Now I have NOTHING. fucking nothing. You don't hate foids enough.
