So this is part of my manifesto based on a true story I’m working on which maybe will be released when my work is done. Sorry for bad english, though.
It was summer 2016 when I went to College and finally got accepted by the popular kids and experienced my big first love, which sadly leaded to my downfall and the biggest pain I could imagine in my life.
So there was this Stacy in my gym class I got to know. When I talked to her it was like love at first sight. :love: We both played soccer and later that evening I went to her dorm and knocked on her door. She opened, and I was nervous af, asking her if she wants to play a card game, she said sure and smiled. This was the beginning of my friendship with Stacy. And there was this Chad friend of her, I got to know him already but we didn’t interacted much so far. He was very tall and such a rebel. She introduced me to him, this was the start of a beautiful new friendship I thought with a highly social life, while I got along with the popular kids in College. The dream of ER came true, we hanged out in school, drove with my Sexy Mercedes to the city, went out for dinner, watched movies and spend a beautiful time together (Something that Incelfags in this forum will never experience). Unfortunately my great time will soon change in a disaster. One day in autumn, Chad felt in love with Stacy which caused beef between me and Chad. Our friendship was over at this point but at least I still had Stacy as friend and so did he. Stacy only hang with one of us each time. When I went to the city with Stacy, Chad was jealous af, sending her annoying audio messages. In one of them he even cried. I was about to tell Stacy my feelings, and she replied that she’s not looking for a boyfriend right now. 2 weeks later it happened Stacy and Chad are coup. She invited me to her room at told me about that, I was actually the first one who was informed. At this moment, I knew I fucked up. So I went to my room and cried, like I never did before.
Chad has won and yet he wanted to provocate me by sending me pictures of them kissing. As a result I insulted and blocked him. At this point Chad decided to make my life to hell. In school Chad’s obnoxious friends started to hate me and so did all the popular kids from now on. This prick even started to bully me, he was way taller than me and had friends around him, so there’s nothing I could about it. He arranged it that I was completely isolated from all the popular kids causing everyone to hate me. I tried to talk with both Stacy and Chad but Chad was too obstinate. Stacy does everything for Chad so she broke up the contact with me, we only texted later till I insulted her. Then it was over. Chad had so much influence to everything! As soon as he whistled for her, Stacy comes running and follows him like a dog. At Chad’s birthday (Of course, I wasn’t invited), I put him a present in front of his locker. It was a dog leash signified with his favorite football club deposited with a notice that says „Good luck with your girlfriend, faggot“. I’ve heard this made him angry. Later on Stacy‘s birthday fittingly to that I ordered this bitch a feeding dish with her name written on it, shipped to her adress. I never experienced the reaction of her, though. I bet it was amusing.
On my Day Of Retribution, the final day before I will finish my College, I was planning to kill both of them but this plan got ruined since Stacy moved out and left the College. They are still a couple, though. Idk where she lives but I want to figure it out. Unfortunately guns are illegal in my country, but if I had one, I would go to Chad’s dorm, slaughter him and all of his obnoxious friends, then take Chad's mobile phone and find out where Stacy is, finally drive to Stacy, kill that bitch and myself. Stacy and Chad truly ruined my life, so I have to ruin theirs too. :'(
It was summer 2016 when I went to College and finally got accepted by the popular kids and experienced my big first love, which sadly leaded to my downfall and the biggest pain I could imagine in my life.
So there was this Stacy in my gym class I got to know. When I talked to her it was like love at first sight. :love: We both played soccer and later that evening I went to her dorm and knocked on her door. She opened, and I was nervous af, asking her if she wants to play a card game, she said sure and smiled. This was the beginning of my friendship with Stacy. And there was this Chad friend of her, I got to know him already but we didn’t interacted much so far. He was very tall and such a rebel. She introduced me to him, this was the start of a beautiful new friendship I thought with a highly social life, while I got along with the popular kids in College. The dream of ER came true, we hanged out in school, drove with my Sexy Mercedes to the city, went out for dinner, watched movies and spend a beautiful time together (Something that Incelfags in this forum will never experience). Unfortunately my great time will soon change in a disaster. One day in autumn, Chad felt in love with Stacy which caused beef between me and Chad. Our friendship was over at this point but at least I still had Stacy as friend and so did he. Stacy only hang with one of us each time. When I went to the city with Stacy, Chad was jealous af, sending her annoying audio messages. In one of them he even cried. I was about to tell Stacy my feelings, and she replied that she’s not looking for a boyfriend right now. 2 weeks later it happened Stacy and Chad are coup. She invited me to her room at told me about that, I was actually the first one who was informed. At this moment, I knew I fucked up. So I went to my room and cried, like I never did before.
Chad has won and yet he wanted to provocate me by sending me pictures of them kissing. As a result I insulted and blocked him. At this point Chad decided to make my life to hell. In school Chad’s obnoxious friends started to hate me and so did all the popular kids from now on. This prick even started to bully me, he was way taller than me and had friends around him, so there’s nothing I could about it. He arranged it that I was completely isolated from all the popular kids causing everyone to hate me. I tried to talk with both Stacy and Chad but Chad was too obstinate. Stacy does everything for Chad so she broke up the contact with me, we only texted later till I insulted her. Then it was over. Chad had so much influence to everything! As soon as he whistled for her, Stacy comes running and follows him like a dog. At Chad’s birthday (Of course, I wasn’t invited), I put him a present in front of his locker. It was a dog leash signified with his favorite football club deposited with a notice that says „Good luck with your girlfriend, faggot“. I’ve heard this made him angry. Later on Stacy‘s birthday fittingly to that I ordered this bitch a feeding dish with her name written on it, shipped to her adress. I never experienced the reaction of her, though. I bet it was amusing.
On my Day Of Retribution, the final day before I will finish my College, I was planning to kill both of them but this plan got ruined since Stacy moved out and left the College. They are still a couple, though. Idk where she lives but I want to figure it out. Unfortunately guns are illegal in my country, but if I had one, I would go to Chad’s dorm, slaughter him and all of his obnoxious friends, then take Chad's mobile phone and find out where Stacy is, finally drive to Stacy, kill that bitch and myself. Stacy and Chad truly ruined my life, so I have to ruin theirs too. :'(
