Venting My life would have been 100 times better

[Warm milk]

My life would be 100 times easier if I could just go back in time and tell my younger self to embrace who I am and to stop trying to fit in with the average neurotypical subhuman retard IQlet. For example how I was trying to fit in by drinking at young age, taking drugs and how I was looking up to the recessed soy-boys, dying my hair white, painting my nails black, getting piercings, smoking cigs and taking antidepressants (cope) because I was idolizing the retards around me who were doing the same.

 

[subpar genes]

Remember that free will is an illusion and that you were pushed by a combination of genes and environmental influences to behave like that in a time when you were too young and naive to know any better. Don't blame yourself.

 

[Warm milk]

Remember that free will is an illusion and that you were pushed by a combination of genes and environmental influences to behave like that in a time when you were too young and naive to know any better. Don't blame yourself.

Thanks

 

[Warm milk]

@Mohamedömar

 

[Mohamedömar]

taking drugs and how I was looking up to the recessed soy-boys, dying my hair white, painting my nails black, getting piercings, smoking cigs and taking antidepressants (cope) because I was idolizing the retards around me who were doing the same.

You did the most retarded copes
I hope you get rid of them

 

[cathuluelitist]

My life would be 100 times easier if I could just go back in time and tell my younger self to embrace who I am and to stop trying to fit in with the average neurotypical subhuman retard IQlet. For example how I was trying to fit in by drinking at young age, taking drugs and how I was looking up to the recessed soy-boys, dying my hair white, painting my nails black, getting piercings, smoking cigs and taking antidepressants (cope) because I was idolizing the retards around me who were doing the same.

DS to trans pipeline.

 

[Warm milk]

You did the most retarded copes
I hope you get rid of them

Antidepressants works to some extend.

 

[Skoga]

My life would have been 100 times better if I had better genetics

 

[Warm milk]

My life would have been 100 times better if I had better genetics

Yeah obviously

 

[Skoga]

Yeah obviously

Even if I went back in time I'd still end up the NEET outcast I am now

 

[Warm milk]

Even if I went back in time I'd still end up the NEET outcast I am now

Just invest in bit coin

 

[Skoga]

Just invest in bit coin

I'd still be an outcast NEET just with more money

 

[INVERTER]

My life would be 100 times easier if I could just go back in time and tell my younger self to embrace who I am and to stop trying to fit in with the average neurotypical subhuman retard IQlet. For example how I was trying to fit in by drinking at young age, taking drugs and how I was looking up to the recessed soy-boys, dying my hair white, painting my nails black, getting piercings, smoking cigs and taking antidepressants (cope) because I was idolizing the retards around me who were doing the same.

That ironically increased your likelihood to ascend probably. Most normans are just trying to fit in themselves

 

[Warm milk]

I'd still be an outcast NEET just with more money

Maybe you could get some surgeries that can help you. Explain how bad loooking are you

 

[Warm milk]

That ironically increased your likelihood to ascend probably. Most normans are just trying to fit in themselves

What ascending??

 

[iblamemyself_0]

Antidepressants works to some extend.

they do more harm than damage most of the time, they’re constructed in a way to keep you addicted and always reliant on them

 

[Warm milk]

they do more harm than damage most of the time, they’re constructed in a way to keep you addicted and always reliant on them

You're right actually. I also felt passive agression

 

[Skoga]

Maybe you could get some surgeries that can help you. Explain how bad loooking are you

I'm 5'4, autistic, looks wise a 2/10, recessed jawline, balding, big upper skull
Those are the key factors, theres still alot more that I cba mentioning

 

[INVERTER]

What ascending??

Succeeding at being a normal person and relationships,etc

 

[iblamemyself_0]

I'm 5'4, autistic, looks wise a 2/10, recessed jawline, balding, big upper skull
Those are the key factors, theres still alot more that I cba mentioning

first of all face is law but you can get limb lengthening surgery to reach a somewhat desirable height, dut or fin paired with minoxidil for your hair, bimaxillary for jaw and low brow lift surgery for your unoptimized huge upper third, get lean and stack some muscle along the way and take accutane if you’re skin quality is horrible too, hardmaxxing requires a lot of money and work you’re better off ldaring for the rest of eternity, i gave up and i advice you to do so, it’s over

 

[Warm milk]

I'm 5'4, autistic, looks wise a 2/10, recessed jawline, balding, big upper skull
Those are the key factors, theres still alot more that I cba mentioning

100k over LL , bi max for the both jaw 30k, hair transplant for 15k and skull implant or some removal for 20k maybe. Total= 200k will be more then enough i guess for your major flaws.

 

[iblamemyself_0]

You're right actually. I also felt passive agression

blame the jews

 

[Warm milk]

Succeeding at being a normal person and relationships,etc

First of all . It was just trying to fit in not they ever wanted me or desired except some couple of trans.

 

[Warm milk]

first of all face is law but you can get limb lengthening surgery to reach a somewhat desirable height, dut or fin paired with minoxidil for your hair, bimaxillary for jaw and low brow lift surgery for your unoptimized huge upper third, get lean and stack some muscle along the way and take accutane if you’re skin quality is horrible too, hardmaxxing requires a lot of money and work you’re better off ldaring for the rest of eternity, i gave up and i advice you to do so, it’s over

You have good knowledge.

 

[Warm milk]

blame the jews

I do

 

[iblamemyself_0]

You have good knowledge.

appreciate it brother

 

[iblamemyself_0]

I do

 

[Skoga]

first of all face is law but you can get limb lengthening surgery to reach a somewhat desirable height, dut or fin paired with minoxidil for your hair, bimaxillary for jaw and low brow lift surgery for your unoptimized huge upper third, get lean and stack some muscle along the way and take accutane if you’re skin quality is horrible too, hardmaxxing requires a lot of money and work you’re better off ldaring for the rest of eternity, i gave up and i advice you to do so, it’s over

You don't have to tell me, I knew it was over at 18. Been a NEET on and off for 8 years now.
Before 18 I was surrounded by bluepillers or else I would've given up even earlier.

 

[Caichan]

My life would be 100 times easier if I could just go back in time and tell my younger self to embrace who I am and to stop trying to fit in with the average neurotypical subhuman retard IQlet. For example how I was trying to fit in by drinking at young age, taking drugs and how I was looking up to the recessed soy-boys, dying my hair white, painting my nails black, getting piercings, smoking cigs and taking antidepressants (cope) because I was idolizing the retards around me who were doing the same.

what music did u listen to or identify with

 

[Skoga]

100k over LL , bi max for the both jaw 30k, hair transplant for 15k and skull implant or some removal for 20k maybe. Total= 200k will be more then enough i guess for your major flaws.

I grew up in a poor household, none of my family members or previous generations were considered anything higher than lower middle class. My parents were low iq, my mom did try hard for me to become something but I got bullied out of college pretty much. So I'm now a 26 year old NEET with only a highschool degree and no real work experience. I've gotten so used to this lifestyle I don't know if I can ever work a normal job.

 

[PhineasSpear]

My life would have been 100 times better if I had better genetics

 

[iblamemyself_0]

You don't have to tell me, I knew it was over at 18. Been a NEET on and off for 8 years now.
Before 18 I was surrounded by bluepillers or else I would've given up even earlier

life is genuine suifuel

 

[whiteboyhair]

dying my hair white, painting my nails black, getting piercings, smoking cigs and taking antidepressants (cope) because I was idolizing the retards around me who were doing the same.

I was doing this same exact shit less than 6 months ago. Dyeing my hair blonde, painting my nails black, wearing black eyeliner and mascara. I didn’t realize that goth and emo are exclusively white subcultures.