I was a young innocent man and foids have gave me mixed signals but ultimately I realized it was all to mock and provoke me.
During my time in school when I was around 10 years old, there was one foid who was incredibly annoying yet her beauty was enough to keep my eyes glued on her. (She wasn't actually that attractive looking back on this)
Everyday she would notice me directly staring at her. I look like matthew patel so she was scared of me and questioned why I kept staring at her and that it was creeping her out. I didn't realize how bad I was at pretending I wasn't staring at people.
I was going to confess my love to her on the playground but in that moment I saw her boyfriend, the same fucking fag who would take the ball during four square and run off with it, everyone had to chase him and yank it out from his hands.
From the sight of that alone did my young little heart shatter in two.
One guy got fed up having to deal with the constant irritating shit this guy would pull off on a daily basis and decided to have a different approach to solving this problem, which that solution was violence of course.
He pushed him to the ground whilst they were on the field and her sexhaver ended up breaking his arm.
I had a friend who was ugly just like me and the friend of my oneitis happened to despise her relationship with kid chad so she paid my "friend" (not really my friend) to stop them from kissing, he made random retarded noises and starting to roll over the ground, if you ask me, 5 dollars isn't really worth giving up your fucking dignity but he did so anyway.
After successfully stopping them from kissing and everything I went back to regularily glaring at her on the playground because well...what else was there to do?
I could see it on her face that she had despised me, she was afraid of me, there were times where she would try to encircle herself into a crowd with other people to try and escape from me and I wondered why.
Afterwards a few weeks later of me getting bored and playing soccer with basically the only real friend I had at that school. I walk up to what had used to be my oneitis. I just stared at her again but this time her boyfriend happened to be with her.
She ordered him to beat me up.
He didn't raise his hands at me, he didn't try to attack me at all he pussied out on fighting me.
I've seen how he would fight and it certainly was the reason why he always opted on running all the time.
I would have seriously hurt him if he tried but oh well he didn't.
Does my stare really warrant a foid running from me? It seems almost cartoonish when I think about it but then again that is my life as a sub 5 male my stare alone is considered sexual assault somehow
it doesn't make sense to me.
I mean I wasn't very talkative to her and I have probably said a collective of 10-20 words to her in my entire life.
She considered me weird? But what I did was not as big the crime of stealing from other people as her boyfriend did?
No respect for me growing up, Staring at her was really the least of what I could have done but people really like to take my generosity for granted everysingle time.
During my time in school when I was around 10 years old, there was one foid who was incredibly annoying yet her beauty was enough to keep my eyes glued on her. (She wasn't actually that attractive looking back on this)
Everyday she would notice me directly staring at her. I look like matthew patel so she was scared of me and questioned why I kept staring at her and that it was creeping her out. I didn't realize how bad I was at pretending I wasn't staring at people.
I was going to confess my love to her on the playground but in that moment I saw her boyfriend, the same fucking fag who would take the ball during four square and run off with it, everyone had to chase him and yank it out from his hands.
From the sight of that alone did my young little heart shatter in two.
One guy got fed up having to deal with the constant irritating shit this guy would pull off on a daily basis and decided to have a different approach to solving this problem, which that solution was violence of course.
He pushed him to the ground whilst they were on the field and her sexhaver ended up breaking his arm.
I had a friend who was ugly just like me and the friend of my oneitis happened to despise her relationship with kid chad so she paid my "friend" (not really my friend) to stop them from kissing, he made random retarded noises and starting to roll over the ground, if you ask me, 5 dollars isn't really worth giving up your fucking dignity but he did so anyway.
After successfully stopping them from kissing and everything I went back to regularily glaring at her on the playground because well...what else was there to do?
I could see it on her face that she had despised me, she was afraid of me, there were times where she would try to encircle herself into a crowd with other people to try and escape from me and I wondered why.
Afterwards a few weeks later of me getting bored and playing soccer with basically the only real friend I had at that school. I walk up to what had used to be my oneitis. I just stared at her again but this time her boyfriend happened to be with her.
She ordered him to beat me up.
He didn't raise his hands at me, he didn't try to attack me at all he pussied out on fighting me.
I've seen how he would fight and it certainly was the reason why he always opted on running all the time.
I would have seriously hurt him if he tried but oh well he didn't.
Does my stare really warrant a foid running from me? It seems almost cartoonish when I think about it but then again that is my life as a sub 5 male my stare alone is considered sexual assault somehow
it doesn't make sense to me.
I mean I wasn't very talkative to her and I have probably said a collective of 10-20 words to her in my entire life.
She considered me weird? But what I did was not as big the crime of stealing from other people as her boyfriend did?
No respect for me growing up, Staring at her was really the least of what I could have done but people really like to take my generosity for granted everysingle time.
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