It's Over My life was way too unfair

[RealSchizo]

Some of you had decent childhood and even miss it meanwhile the last thing I would ever want to do is relieve my entire childhood or go back in time.
I have never been diagnosed with anything, but I know that there was obviously something wrong with me as I am reflecting on everything.
I was never able to learn how to ride a bike or do basic things.
My dad tried to teach me how to ride a bike but I always failed, insecure since a child I never believed in my capabilities which is just not supposed to be happening when you're a kid.
I got bullied each time I went to the football field, no one wanted to be in the same team as me.
I sucked at everything I ever did never got even to a beginner level.
Life never gave me a chance to prove myself to anyone, to get recognized or validated.
My childhood was the worst and most traumatizing period in my entire life.
I am 100% telling you I am currently living a much, much, much better life than I used to as a kid.
Even for million euros I wouldn't even dare to go back in time.

 

[grimlockcel]

Not getting picked to play in sports is one of the worst things bro

 

[RealSchizo]

Not getting picked to play in sports is one of the worst things bro

It is one of the earliest signs in one's life that it never began.

 

[The Wolf]

It is one of the earliest signs in one's life that it never began.

That was always me in school as well. Always last or second last to be picked, people never passed the ball to me....

 

[McFlurryCel]

I was always the benchwarmer

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Same, as a kid (until early teens) I was much worse. More mentally ill, unable to understand anything and talk to others, severe OCD, I even attempted suicide...

With age I got better as a person, altough other than that my life hasn't improved at all.

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

I would like to go back but just with the knowledge that I have now of course

 

[Pikacel]

Some of you had decent childhood and even miss it meanwhile the last thing I would ever want to do is relieve my entire childhood or go back in time.
I have never been diagnosed with anything, but I know that there was obviously something wrong with me as I am reflecting on everything.
I was never able to learn how to ride a bike or do basic things.
My dad tried to teach me how to ride a bike but I always failed, insecure since a child I never believed in my capabilities which is just not supposed to be happening when you're a kid.
I got bullied each time I went to the football field, no one wanted to be in the same team as me.
I sucked at everything I ever did never got even to a beginner level.
Life never gave me a chance to prove myself to anyone, to get recognized or validated.
My childhood was the worst and most traumatizing period in my entire life.
I am 100% telling you I am currently living a much, much, much better life than I used to as a kid.
Even for million euros I wouldn't even dare to go back in time.

Same ngl

I sucked at everything. I need to relearn in my adulthood but I’m procrastinating and can’t even find a job

 

[Pikacel]

That was always me in school as well. Always last or second last to be picked, people never passed the ball to me....

Same, as a kid (until early teens) I was much worse. More mentally ill, unable to understand anything and talk to others, severe OCD, I even attempted suicide...

With age I got better as a person, altough other than that my life hasn't improved at all.

I was special needs kid and still am