Venting My Life is a Shitshow

[never can ascend]

My country is a first world shithole. Parents are from the USSR. The locals are ESL too but they say I speak their native language like garbage. They don't even care about English. My best friend treats me like shit. My parents are abusive. I'm a sperg stuck in SPED until I'm 21. My Russian is trash. I'm a skinnycel, my ribs stick out, I look like I just exited the gulag. I shave like a sandnigger. I'm illiterate and suck at games. Toilets ignore me. My little brother is gonna be a Chad and my middle brother already is one. I'm just rotting in my room. Had to use an LLM to write this. My English is so fucking bad. I just wanna KMS.

 

[never can ascend]

Just tell me if to rope or cope I can't deal with this shit anymore I fucking hate soyciety it's all shit anyways

 

[FuckYou]

Brutal stuff bro

 

[never can ascend]

Also I lurked here for a while finally decided to make an account. Just fucking kill me already I don't wanna suffer this shitty life anymore

 

[Chirag gupta]

Brutal shit, man

 

[never can ascend]

Brutal stuff bro

Ik, I genuinely don't know how the hell I coped with it. Like for my example my voice is on a whole another level of utter shite, I hate that it's high pitched, I hate that I sound like a goddamn kid, I just wanna rope and end this already but can't bc I'm too weak to properly kill myself. The only thing good in this life is that my trainer is also blackpilled, apart from that I just wanna KMS

 

[sirlancelot]

Strong first post

 

[poorenglishcel]

Sorry bro. Welcome to the forum. I hope being here and talking to people in similar situation to you can make you feel somewhat better.

 

[never can ascend]

Brutal shit, man

I know but I can't do anything with it. Any advice would help cuz I wanna just rope but can't

 

[wereq]

Welcome! @Cryotron is Russian. He will help you out.

 

[never can ascend]

Strong first post

Yeah ig it's cuz I lurked here for a while by now. Do you feel the same about what I said if you feel anything at all by this point?

View attachment 1686114
Sorry bro. Welcome to the forum. I hope being here and talking to people in similar situation to you can make you feel somewhat better.

Thanks, I hope so too mate, but idfk life is utter shite anyways

 

[wereq]

Any advice would help cuz I wanna just rope but can't

This is the case with the rest of us as well.

 

[VanGobbel]

So what language can you speak fluently?

 

[never can ascend]

Welcome! @Cryotron is Russian. He will help you out.

Alr, in case he arrives here this is a voice recording for him
Yeah IK my voice sounds utter shite you don't need to point it out

 

[sirlancelot]

Yeah ig it's cuz I lurked here for a while by now. Do you feel the same about what I said if you feel anything at all by this point?

I feel consistently bad. I actually feel worse by the day. Fuck whoever said “what doesnt kill you makes you stronger”

 

[never can ascend]

So what language can you speak fluently?

I don't know I don't feel like I have one. Even my first language I don't wanna remember it even and I'm actively trying to forget it bc the people that speak it are so fucking annoying to be nearby

 

[wereq]

Alr, in case he arrives here this is a voice recording for him
Yeah IK my voice sounds utter shite you don't need to point it out

Great! Mind you, he is pro-Western, pro-Ukrainian, and anti-Putin so if you're pro-Putin you won't get along with him.

 

[never can ascend]

I feel consistently bad. I actually feel worse by the day. Fuck whoever said “what doesnt kill you makes you stronger”

This is just bs, cuz what doesn't kill just makes you suicidal and ropeful

Great! Mind you, he is pro-Western, pro-Ukrainian, and anti-Putin so if you're pro-Putin you won't get along with him.

I don't gaf about politics, I personally have Ukrainian and Ukrainian speaking friends so I couldn't give less shits about the elite.

 

[ihatelife2]

Where are you from then

 

[never can ascend]

Where are you from then

The worst country to ever exist, I want to forget that I even live in it, I wanna leave it as soon as I can I just hate everything about it

 

[never can ascend]

Where are you from then

I don't even wanna mention it, it's that level of bad

 

[ihatelife2]

I don't even wanna mention it, it's that level of bad

Sorry

 

[never can ascend]

Sorry

No that's fine I get you mate, but I just can't talk about it cuz if I told you you'd immediately treat me worse