IamJacksBrokenHeart
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I work in a job i hate .
My boss openly insults me because he knows i depend on his money and i am too high inhib to do something about it .
My coworkers act like i dont exist and if they acknowledge me , they subtly let me know that i am not wanted there .
Female Coworkers only talk buisness with me but flirt with Chadlite Coworker all the time .
All my coworkers mog me and when some new guy starts working here he instantly climbs one rank above me in the dominance hierarchy , even though i work here for 4 years .
The head of my department is a female and she is extremely bad at leading , she is just nice to the people that she LIKES MORE and not the people that WORK HARDER AND BETTER .
Women should not have positions of Power . Ever .
I have zero Friends .
Never had a single friend my whole life , only some guys who did drugs with me and laughed behind my back back in school , they just wanted free stuff .
And i honestly think of myself as a loyal and good person , im extremely generous to the people i like , i respect boundaries , i listen , i try to help them but still nobody likes me .
Also i am KHHV in my twenties ( wont say exact age cause i have an extreme irrational fear of getting found on this forum by someone i know , i know that its unlikely .. ) .
I have the lowest possible education in my country , have no special skills and can only work shitty minimum wage jobs .
I am Human Trash .
I lost contact with my Family .
Im all alone .
I have zero Reasons to be motivated .
But i gotta be a serious Man now .
Work and pay bills , LDAR in my free time and anticipate the moment i have to go to work again with dread .
A few Milimeters of Bone .
Why do i cling to this Life so hard ?
Why cant i just let go ?
Why cant i just give up and accept defeat ?
My boss openly insults me because he knows i depend on his money and i am too high inhib to do something about it .
My coworkers act like i dont exist and if they acknowledge me , they subtly let me know that i am not wanted there .
Female Coworkers only talk buisness with me but flirt with Chadlite Coworker all the time .
All my coworkers mog me and when some new guy starts working here he instantly climbs one rank above me in the dominance hierarchy , even though i work here for 4 years .
The head of my department is a female and she is extremely bad at leading , she is just nice to the people that she LIKES MORE and not the people that WORK HARDER AND BETTER .
Women should not have positions of Power . Ever .
I have zero Friends .
Never had a single friend my whole life , only some guys who did drugs with me and laughed behind my back back in school , they just wanted free stuff .
And i honestly think of myself as a loyal and good person , im extremely generous to the people i like , i respect boundaries , i listen , i try to help them but still nobody likes me .
Also i am KHHV in my twenties ( wont say exact age cause i have an extreme irrational fear of getting found on this forum by someone i know , i know that its unlikely .. ) .
I have the lowest possible education in my country , have no special skills and can only work shitty minimum wage jobs .
I am Human Trash .
I lost contact with my Family .
Im all alone .
I have zero Reasons to be motivated .
But i gotta be a serious Man now .
Work and pay bills , LDAR in my free time and anticipate the moment i have to go to work again with dread .
A few Milimeters of Bone .
Why do i cling to this Life so hard ?
Why cant i just let go ?
Why cant i just give up and accept defeat ?