Experiment My life experience is brutal and I don't know what to do

[trrrrrsarescary]

I was badly bullied by two lads in school, one (we'll call him James Crabley) used to shit in my bag and force me to be sick in it before swinging it around and throwing the contents all over me, the other one (we'll call him John Robertson) tricked me into going birdwatching with him and claimed to have seen an osprey before he ran off to his car and drove away, leaving me there overnight. Two years ago they randomly came to my door (I'm 27 for context and hadn't seen them for almost a decade) and beat me up before informing me that I had been spreading false rumours about them; I then discovered that an online group was trolling me and had somehow worked out my address and was going to do an antic to make me a pariah in my town. Long story short, I end up getting arrested and spending a night in the cells, after which I get accused in the village group chat by all the Facebook harpies of being my town's cat torturer. Cue bricks being thrown through my window, takeaways being ordered to my house, Eastern European prostitutes and their very aggressive pimps being sent round. All because I'm ugly and autistic and normies can't stand to even look at me without having to abuse or torture me in some way. I have been assaulted in the street, sneered at by random people, accosted in public places and fired from jobs because of this. I genuinely feel like my life is not only over, but that it was already over before it began. I NEED to know if I'm the only ugly white man in England, I know the lads on the right are fairly normie-looking but they're attractive to the provincial chav types where I live, where it feels like the clocks stopped in 1992. I wish I could leave and get with some curry chick the next town over but my mum is too overbearing and I feel like I'd go mad living on my own in the big city. This is the end of the road. This is treesarescary...forever.

 

[The Death Devil]

I hate to tell you, but pictures of yourself aren't allowed here.

 

[VanGobbel]

go back to looksfag please

 

[ihatelife2]

These people are sick in the head to not only harass you in school but even as an adult.

But I genuinely think you are a mogger, I thought that before I read the text and knew it was you so I'm not just trying to be nice. Not only are you not ugly but you look good.

 

[subhuman0]

I hate to tell you, but pictures of yourself aren't allowed here.

They are allowed unless its is a clear brag, i guess?

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

They are allowed unless its is a clear brag, i guess?

I removed them, they're less important than the narrative I suppose

 

[The Death Devil]

Jesus Christ that's a brutal story, I'm fortunate enough to never have had any people around to even harass me to begin with.

Still, to answer your question even though I'm sure this post will get removed soon, you are by far the worst off—I'd rate you a three. I'd shave the beard, but it looks like you have no jawline to begin with so there's no real point, it just looks messy I suppose. Your skin is horrible, you have an ogre-esque mouth, your nose is flat, and your hair is dry and messy.

The guy in the middle has an insanely round face, but that's probably his only particularly bad trait—he's a six or something.

The guy on the far right is worse, maybe being only a five.

 

[The Death Devil]

Not only are you not ugly but you look good.

He looks objectively terrible. He might be better off than a handful of people here facially, but that's quite literally the lowest of the low—disregarding deformities, I suppose.

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Jesus Christ that's a brutal story, I'm fortunate enough to never have had any people around to even harass me to begin with.

Still, to answer your question even though I'm sure this post will get removed soon, you are by far the worst off—I'd rate you a three. I'd shave the beard, but it looks like you have no jawline to begin with so there's no real point, it just looks messy I suppose. Your skin is horrible, you have an ogre-esque mouth, your nose is flat, and your hair is dry and messy.

The guy in the middle has an insanely round face, but that's probably his only particularly bad trait—he's a six or something.

The guy on the far right is worse, maybe being only a five.

Those types do incredibly well with the semi-rural chavs in my country it's so strange. These guys are posting Only fools and horses facebook memes like they're boomers or something. It feels like where I am has been stuck in time since the early 90s, incredibly weird

 

[andrej]

These people are sick in the head to not only harass you in school but even as an adult.

But I genuinely think you are a mogger, I thought that before I read the text and knew it was you so I'm not just trying to be nice. Not only are you not ugly but you look good.

Where did you see his face?

 

[andrej]

Villain lore

 

[The Death Devil]

They are allowed unless its is a clear brag, i guess?

I'm pretty sure that any picture of yourself isn't allowed. It's just because mods rightfully didn't want to deal with people posting pictures and repeatedly asking 'rate me' over and over.

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

I'm pretty sure that any picture of yourself isn't allowed. It's just because mods rightfully didn't want to deal with people posting pictures and repeatedly asking 'rate me' over and over.

I deleted it now so hopefully it stays up

 

[The Death Devil]

I removed them, they're less important than the narrative I suppose

It's fine, I was just letting you know.

 

[ihatelife2]

Where did you see his face?

It was posted but he has removed

 

[The Death Devil]

Those types do incredibly well with the semi-rural chavs in my country it's so strange. These guys are posting Only fools and horses facebook memes like they're boomers or something. It feels like where I am has been stuck in time since the early 90s, incredibly weird

These are the kinds of people that will literally never leave you alone until they end up killing you, or age so much that they just can't be bothered anymore. They're not even particularly 'sadistic,' they just like having someone they can kick down to to affirm their own egos. They think you're weak, timid, and therefore incapable of ever fighting back. I really hate to tell you this, but you will never shake these guys off naturally—at the very least, if you want them to stop, you're going to have to take measures to ensure they can't find you or make it so inconvenient that they won't go out of their way to do it.

I'm not really sure why you're getting harassed by an online community, but you need to just pack up and leave. Your address is already out there and you've been doxxed, you need to figure out a way to get out of there, which is easier said than done, but you don't really have a choice. It's far more likely that you'll manage to convince your mother to leave, and you're just going to have to get used to living in the city because it will be infinitely less stressful than living in the place you're at now.

 

[andrej]

It was posted but he has removed

What rating would you give him?

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

These are the kinds of people that will literally never leave you alone until they end up killing you, or age so much that they just can't be bothered anymore. They're not even particularly 'sadistic,' they just like having someone they can kick down to to affirm their own egos. They think you're weak, timid, and therefore incapable of ever fighting back. I really hate to tell you this, but you will never shake these guys off naturally—at the very least, if you want them to stop, you're going to have to take measures to ensure they can't find you or make it so inconvenient that they won't go out of their way to do it.

I'm not really sure why you're getting harassed by an online community, but you need to just pack up and leave. Your address is already out there and you've been doxxed, you need to figure out a way to get out of there, which is easier said than done, but you don't really have a choice. It's far more likely that you'll manage to convince your mother to leave, and you're just going to have to get used to living in the city because it will be infinitely less stressful than living in the place you're at now.

They don't come after me or anything, and I haven't been consistently bullied by them for well over a decade at this point. My main problem is this online troll group that spreads rumours about me and my townsfolk, although it has calmed down considerably over the last couple of years. I'm just in a limbo stage atm, neither here nor there, either I'm gunna fledge the nest or die in my mum's basement with a million OCD thoughts gnawing into my grey matter.

 

[The Death Devil]

They don't come after me or anything, and I haven't been consistently bullied by them for well over a decade at this point. My main problem is this online troll group that spreads rumours about me and my townsfolk, although it has calmed down considerably over the last couple of years. I'm just in a limbo stage atm, neither here nor there, either I'm gunna fledge the nest or die in my mum's basement with a million OCD thoughts gnawing into my grey matter.

I don't get it, why is there a group online that harasses various people in your town? The way you said it in your original post made it sound like it was directed solely at you. Are they organizing on Facebook or something?

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

I don't get it, why is there a group online that harasses various people in your town? The way you said it in your original post made it sound like it was directed solely at you. Are they organizing on Facebook or something?

It's a discord server full of extremely high IQ individuals, originally selected from incel spaces but most of them are handsome and have girlfriends (or boyfriends), they just think they're edgy and cool for picking on people like me. They frequently plan antics on lower-caste members of the server, in fact there's one being cooked up for me as we speak, set to debut this summer.

 

[The Death Devil]

It's a discord server full of extremely high IQ individuals, originally selected from incel spaces but most of them are handsome and have girlfriends (or boyfriends), they just think they're edgy and cool for picking on people like me. They frequently plan antics on lower-caste members of the server, in fact there's one being cooked up for me as we speak, set to debut this summer.

My, how confusing... So you're getting harassed by people with high IQs, that all originally came from blackpill or at least blackpill-adjacent spaces online, and are going out of their way to pick on various truecels? How did they even know about you? I presume you're also in this server? How large is this group?

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

My, how confusing... So you're getting harassed by people with high IQs, that all originally came from blackpill or at least blackpill-adjacent spaces online, and are going out of their way to pick on various truecels? How did they even know about you? I presume you're also in this server? How large is this group?

It's only like 15 strong at most, it's kind of an elite group, but very active. There's a pool of truecels who are picked on for antics, including me and some other bully-victims. They knew about me because I'm actually something of a minor internet celebrity. Search "treesarescary" on google images and you'll see what I mean

 

[The Death Devil]

It's only like 15 strong at most, it's kind of an elite group, but very active. There's a pool of truecels who are picked on for antics, including me and some other bully-victims. They knew about me because I'm actually something of a minor internet celebrity. Search "treesarescary" on google images and you'll see what I mean

Is this actually you? I apologize for my doubt, but considering how far back everything I saw goes, I'm a bit skeptical—you could very well just be LARPing. If you are indeed treesarescary, why did you share a picture that you've shared numerous times over more than half a decade? Do you not have anything more recent?

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Is this actually you? I apologize for my doubt, but considering how far back everything I saw goes, I'm a bit skeptical—you could very well just be LARPing. If you are indeed treesarescary, why did you share a picture that you've shared numerous times over more than half a decade? Do you not have anything more recent?

I do but not as a ready-made collage. I can't post my pics here though so...