Recently my psychiatrist prescribed me a new set of drugs, each one covers the side effects of the previous one. Basically, I sleep and eat fine now but the only serious side effect left is a very low libido. I said it's okay for now and that I'll try the combo for a period of time. Now I don't need to masturbate more than once a week, sometimes even two weeks.
And you know what? I feel so much better. I am more focused, more concentrated on studies, I don't get distracted, waste much less time on the internet than before, and I kinda know and control the time I waste, so I do it consciously. I also talk to people in uni with ease, even to females. I don't care what they think of me anymore. Also, I sleep better, my anxiety is almost gone.
Also, I feel like my brain has cleared. You know that feeling, right after you cum — a bit of guilt, disgust and shame and also this short-lived feeling that you don't want sex? I kinda feel that all the time, without guilt and shame of course, and I think, I finally see people for what they are.
I still feel lonely but I'm filling that with school, art, and acquaintances. Call me soyboy, but I haven't felt this good for I don't even know how long.
And you know what? I feel so much better. I am more focused, more concentrated on studies, I don't get distracted, waste much less time on the internet than before, and I kinda know and control the time I waste, so I do it consciously. I also talk to people in uni with ease, even to females. I don't care what they think of me anymore. Also, I sleep better, my anxiety is almost gone.
Also, I feel like my brain has cleared. You know that feeling, right after you cum — a bit of guilt, disgust and shame and also this short-lived feeling that you don't want sex? I kinda feel that all the time, without guilt and shame of course, and I think, I finally see people for what they are.
I still feel lonely but I'm filling that with school, art, and acquaintances. Call me soyboy, but I haven't felt this good for I don't even know how long.
