Dusk
It's over.
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- Feb 15, 2024
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Ever since I joined college my IQ has declined rapidly. I used to write so much more lucidly and could do hardcore math easily. What was important was that before college I deluded myself into thinking that studymaxxing could lift me out of inceldom. I spent my first and second year of college alone and starvemaxxing. I am pretty sure I have brain damage from the isolation and not eating for a long time. Even a few months ago my writing was so much better and I am finding it hard to find words to describe things now or even remember what I did a day or two ago. I genuinely feel like a retard now, I think my IQ was 130 before and now it feels like 100-90IQ maybe less. I can barely even think of coherent replies on this forum because my brain is just empty and dull all of the time. I don't have a future anymore, at least now I am not deluded enough to think that. I even used to write as a hobby now I can't even write a good paragraph. This sucks.