Moroccancel
يا حبيبتي٫ يا مستحيلي
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I am a smoker, I don't take much care of myself and although I've always been thin, I've gained a little weight. At first it doesn't seem like anything that one could consider as sudden death, but now the years are taking their toll on me and I feel that tobacco doesn't suit me and the weight I've gained bothers me and harms me.
Some brocel, quite rightly, will come to me and say: Moroccancel, quit smoking, exercise and start eating healthier. And you'll be right, and I have no will to quit. Tobacco is not only my most harmful addiction - along with deplorable eating habits-, but it is also my most precious cope, And of course it is also my companion in all my moments: loneliness, joy, sadness, after eating and when I am hungry, when I work and when I leave work. While I am in this forum and when I am outside of it. It's the closest thing to a companion.
I'm not afraid of death, but of dying in the most painful way possible, and even more so when I'm young. Being old, I would simply accept it with more uneasiness and patience, but I have the feeling that I'm going to die young. So fucking you.
Some brocel, quite rightly, will come to me and say: Moroccancel, quit smoking, exercise and start eating healthier. And you'll be right, and I have no will to quit. Tobacco is not only my most harmful addiction - along with deplorable eating habits-, but it is also my most precious cope, And of course it is also my companion in all my moments: loneliness, joy, sadness, after eating and when I am hungry, when I work and when I leave work. While I am in this forum and when I am outside of it. It's the closest thing to a companion.
I'm not afraid of death, but of dying in the most painful way possible, and even more so when I'm young. Being old, I would simply accept it with more uneasiness and patience, but I have the feeling that I'm going to die young. So fucking you.