My foid “friend” wants to meet up for drinks and go to dinner and I want to do something else.
The cunt got married this last spring to a chad who makes me rage when I think about his fingers and cock in her pussy and mouth. She’s my oneitis, I know I’m a fucking loser but I can’t pull myself away from her. I made us in a sims game. I shot my shot once when she got engaged and she was nice enough but said no. Playing coy, not knowing what i fucking meant despite the fact I was there for her for her when her stupid husband was out of the state or country on business all of those times. I was a surrogate boyfriend without the perks but it felt good to hug her and press my cock into her pretending it’s not on accident. I don’t understand, I’m muscular, he isn’t. I’m there for her, he wasn’t. He wasn’t even fucking in town for her father’s funeral, what the hell is that? I’m not surprised though, she’s blonde and dumb and naive as fuck.
I blocked her after she rejected me and she reached out a few days later telling me how hurt SHE is that I would block her just because she wouldn’t give me her holes. I fucking swear she’s cucking me. She wanted to hangout months ago and I told her I couldn’t think about her without getting hard and she told me I’d work through it and how I was one of her closest friends.
She messaged me a few days ago, asking if I wanted hangout, drinks and dinner. She needs to be taught a lesson. She’s by no need innocent, she’s been raped before, she mentioned conflicted feelings, I intend to make them even more conflicted. I want to get her nice and drunk (with a game mod) and fuck her brains out. I want to make her jack me off with the hand her wedding ring is on. I want to beat the fuck out of her to put her in the ER where she works so all of her coworkers could see what happens to skinny little whores that fuck with me. I want her to cry and pound on my chest, she lost the opportunity for any sort of gentleness mercy. She wouldn’t tell anyone what I did, she never told on anyone in the past. Her exes have already trained her and gaslit her. Seeing as she’s now nothing to me it’s a victimless crime.
I want to pump a baby into her and guilt her about having an abortion, using pictures I took of her as blackmail to keep it (in the game). I’d give her husband an anonymous tip about his whore wife, sending him clips I took. He’d leave her, she’d be desperate and alone and i’d be there. This may be the strongest cope I’ve had, this is all irrational feelings, but I don’t give a fuck anymore. She owes me her holes, she initiated it, I tried to get away from her, she knows what she does to me. Biggest cope ever I know, I’m a fucking loser and pathetic, gRey, water is wet. I want to win the game.