It's Over My fixation and why I will never mature

[packardD]

I have noticed this awhile ago, I am fixated on being permanently stuck in puberty. I don’t know if many can relate, but I am obsessed with this idea, with possibility of being permanently stuck in puberty. I am fixated not on the puberty itself, but on the process of growth (body growth).

When I daydream, I don’t daydream about what could my life be NOW if I was taller, more handsome, NT , etc. I daydream what could have been 8 years ago when I was entering puberty. I daydream how I am 13 again, how I wake up to measure myself and see I have grown a centimeter or two. I daydream how I am 14 again and how I chew natural hard foods and how my jaw angles expand slowly after time because of a-positional growth.

I don’t know if any of you get these thoughts and scenarios in your head, but this is basically all I think about. I spend hours a day thinking about all this. I skip classes at jewuniversity to daydream about this.

I want to be a permanent kid. I suppose that is because I missed out on every possible fucking milestone there is. And my mind is still (and always will be) immature.

I would do so many things to go back in time. I would have pubertymaxxed so hard my hair would be falling out. I would not have let my parents homeschool me. God damn it man.


it is very hard living life when the one and only thing you want, is the one you can never get.

 

[packardD]

@Grodd @AtrociousCitizen

 

[VλREN]

Basically

 

[French Fakecel]

I relate to it 100%. I think it came from a frustration, the feeling that we have not enjoyed our last innocent years enough, when it was possible to change a little more, to become someone.

I especially blame myself because I knew about looksmaxxing 8 years ago (I'm 21 too) and yet I didn't try, even though I could have... Even if it hadn't worked at least I would have tried... I hate myself so much for that.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

brutal do-over pill

 

[Cuckoja]

I dont daydream about being a teen, but i do feel like im going through now what normal people go through in adolescence, which is ridiculous.

But its not only us. I work here with people 30-50 yo. Most divorced, some still in marriage. Tbh they all act like 20 years younger. Its just time like that.

 

[Jimb0]

Very much applies to me, A LOT. I just wanna have a second chance at experiencing all those precious little moments of life I missed out on, but I know it's not possible anymore.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I get it. I used to measure myself in the mirror too, fantasizing about waking up and being a different person.

 

[Bloods]

I have noticed this awhile ago, I am fixated on being permanently stuck in puberty. I don’t know if many can relate, but I am obsessed with this idea, with possibility of being permanently stuck in puberty. I am fixated not on the puberty itself, but on the process of growth (body growth).

When I daydream, I don’t daydream about what could my life be NOW if I was taller, more handsome, NT , etc. I daydream what could have been 8 years ago when I was entering puberty. I daydream how I am 13 again, how I wake up to measure myself and see I have grown a centimeter or two. I daydream how I am 14 again and how I chew natural hard foods and how my jaw angles expand slowly after time because of a-positional growth.

I don’t know if any of you get these thoughts and scenarios in your head, but this is basically all I think about. I spend hours a day thinking about all this. I skip classes at jewuniversity to daydream about this.

I want to be a permanent kid. I suppose that is because I missed out on every possible fucking milestone there is. And my mind is still (and always will be) immature.

I would do so many things to go back in time. I would have pubertymaxxed so hard my hair would be falling out. I would not have let my parents homeschool me. God damn it man.


it is very hard living life when the one and only thing you want, is the one you can never get.

brutal teen love pill

 

[Mr.Breb]

relate
In my case what i wish is not what a 20 guy should be wishing, getting a job, finding a long term relationship, a car
My biggest wish would be to find young love, with a teenage girl with low bodycount. To go to HS and have some girl who has a crush on me.
To be 14, 15 and do teenager things, and become an adult
Having a true relationship, which is teenager relationship. Not adult relationship with a whore with 3 ex and 300 bodycount

 

[packardD]

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In my case what i wish is not what a 20 guy should be wishing, getting a job, finding a long term relationship, a car
My biggest wish would be to find young love, with a teenage girl with low bodycount. To go to HS and have some girl who has a crush on me.
To be 14, 15 and do teenager things, and become an adult
Having a true relationship, which is teenager relationship. Not adult relationship with a whore with 3 ex and 300 bodycount

Yeah. Make it 12 though , since femoids start whoring out at like 13 nowadays. I don’t even want to leave my basement anymore. People disgust me so much