So, back when I was in highschool, I was obsessed with this app called "iFunny" which is basically a meme sharing social media platform, and I met this girl on there.
Her name was "Janiya", and she was a mixed petite skinny black chick, which isn't really my type, but I still found her attractive, and we shared memes together and eventually become friends.
She looked like this:
A few weeks later I caught feelings for her and started texting her every minute of every day, basically showering her with free attention and validation. She seemed to like all the attention and I thought we had something special going on. I was happy because I thought she had the same feelings for me that I had for her.
Then one day she sent me a screenshot on her phone because she was trying to show me a meme, but in the screenshot I saw that she was texting 3 other guys. WTF???
I asked her about them and she said they're just other guys that she talks to and shares memes with.
My heart was CRUSHED
after hearing that. I thought what we had was special! Why did she need to talk to other guys? Was I not funny enough? Not entertaining enough? Not giving her enough attention?
Did she like those guys more than me? Is she dating any of them? Does she have a crush on any of them? Has she sent them nudes?
While I was all depressedin my bed thinking about all that stuff, that's when I realized that we had nothing special going on at all. I was nothing to her, just another attention/validation giver orbiting her just like all the other beta males in her DMs. I was basically just a toy that she played with when she's bored. She didn't see me as a sexual or romantic being, nor did she care about my feelings.
That's the first red pill that I've ever gotten. I learned that women can and will exploit men for free attention/validation without being in a relationship with them IF that man allows her to. That's when I started discovering how evil and manipulative women's true nature is.
I eventually blocked her after that because I felt like a beta male cuck, which I was, but I wasn't gonna give that whore another second of my time or energy.
That's my story. Thanks for listening. I just felt like sharing it, and I know a lot of you can relate to it.
Her name was "Janiya", and she was a mixed petite skinny black chick, which isn't really my type, but I still found her attractive, and we shared memes together and eventually become friends.
She looked like this:
A few weeks later I caught feelings for her and started texting her every minute of every day, basically showering her with free attention and validation. She seemed to like all the attention and I thought we had something special going on. I was happy because I thought she had the same feelings for me that I had for her.
Then one day she sent me a screenshot on her phone because she was trying to show me a meme, but in the screenshot I saw that she was texting 3 other guys. WTF???
I asked her about them and she said they're just other guys that she talks to and shares memes with.
My heart was CRUSHED
after hearing that. I thought what we had was special! Why did she need to talk to other guys? Was I not funny enough? Not entertaining enough? Not giving her enough attention?Did she like those guys more than me? Is she dating any of them? Does she have a crush on any of them? Has she sent them nudes?
While I was all depressed
in my bed thinking about all that stuff, that's when I realized that we had nothing special going on at all. I was nothing to her, just another attention/validation giver orbiting her just like all the other beta males in her DMs. I was basically just a toy that she played with when she's bored. She didn't see me as a sexual or romantic being, nor did she care about my feelings.That's the first red pill
that I've ever gotten. I learned that women can and will exploit men for free attention/validation without being in a relationship with them IF that man allows her to. That's when I started discovering how evil and manipulative women's true nature is.I eventually blocked her after that because I felt like a beta male cuck, which I was, but I wasn't gonna give that whore another second of my time or energy.
That's my story. Thanks for listening. I just felt like sharing it, and I know a lot of you can relate to it.
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