curryboy420
Overlord
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They kept postpone it because my shit ass psychiatrist guy didn't write his report. I don't know what it says but probably some shit like, he is a retard and psychopath or autistic or whatever, lock this nigger up
So I am probably going to prison next week and the lawyer says they don't give you any time to get ready you have to go to prison from court. So I might take some stuff with me I don't know what though. I feel angry. I shouted at my dad a couple weeks ago and made him cry because he knows my life is over and it is partly his fault from the shitty retard upbringing I had. And because he thought I was smart and would save our family but I am not smart and how can I save our family from poverty when he couldn't. I feel sad as well. But more angry.
Nobody else cares not my mum or anyone else and I hate most of my family anyway. They are all retards. Everyone in the system failed me I feel like. Now they want to lock me away so I don't bother them with seeing the fruits of their lifelong failure every day. I hate these people for fucking me up and then acting like it's my fault.
Oh well. Prison is going to be shit and there will be big faggot people in there who want to bully me. And when I get out I will probably be homeless but I saved 1000 quid from my benefits so I'll figure something out. I'll probably buy a tent and live in the woods and fish for food and do campfires to stay warm and cook the food and keep the insects away. But that's after I come out of prison. And I would have to stay off the grid because I'm not going to probation and shit like that anymore afterwards. It's over for me, for real. Forget just the inceldom my whole life has been over for a while now. I can't articulate how over it is when you are in my position. And nobody cares anyway.
Fuck this world for doing this to me and fuck everyone who is in this world and especially fuck the people who are doing well in this world. Fuck them.
So I am probably going to prison next week and the lawyer says they don't give you any time to get ready you have to go to prison from court. So I might take some stuff with me I don't know what though. I feel angry. I shouted at my dad a couple weeks ago and made him cry because he knows my life is over and it is partly his fault from the shitty retard upbringing I had. And because he thought I was smart and would save our family but I am not smart and how can I save our family from poverty when he couldn't. I feel sad as well. But more angry.
Nobody else cares not my mum or anyone else and I hate most of my family anyway. They are all retards. Everyone in the system failed me I feel like. Now they want to lock me away so I don't bother them with seeing the fruits of their lifelong failure every day. I hate these people for fucking me up and then acting like it's my fault.
Oh well. Prison is going to be shit and there will be big faggot people in there who want to bully me. And when I get out I will probably be homeless but I saved 1000 quid from my benefits so I'll figure something out. I'll probably buy a tent and live in the woods and fish for food and do campfires to stay warm and cook the food and keep the insects away. But that's after I come out of prison. And I would have to stay off the grid because I'm not going to probation and shit like that anymore afterwards. It's over for me, for real. Forget just the inceldom my whole life has been over for a while now. I can't articulate how over it is when you are in my position. And nobody cares anyway.
Fuck this world for doing this to me and fuck everyone who is in this world and especially fuck the people who are doing well in this world. Fuck them.