Recently, I've been getting closer with my family. As a teenager I was a little asshole because my mom would abuse me- but we've made up.
My stepdad came into the scene, he's been in prison for a long time and got out in 2008. He was a druggie and such but "recovered"(I caught him doing coke and in return he gives me some.)
He's been giving my parents shrooms, acid, ecstasy, basically everything hallucinagenic(don't know if I spelt that right.) Under the moon. He recently gave me a tab, wants to give me 5 on my birthday.
He tells me this supernatural shit, how he doesn't think he's human and talks about the singularity, karma, just a whole lot of shit that makes you spiral but it makes sense.
He says he's "what cults are made from" and that I am an occult.
He has given me a purpose of (when he dies) burying him on my plot with nitrogen rich soil and plant mushrooms on him, like Lions Mane or something. But then I have to feed them to as many people possible so that he can spiritually connect with them.
I don't know, it feels weird. It's been like this for like, 4 years. I have two little sisters. No clue if this is bad or what.
My stepdad came into the scene, he's been in prison for a long time and got out in 2008. He was a druggie and such but "recovered"(I caught him doing coke and in return he gives me some.)
He's been giving my parents shrooms, acid, ecstasy, basically everything hallucinagenic(don't know if I spelt that right.) Under the moon. He recently gave me a tab, wants to give me 5 on my birthday.
He tells me this supernatural shit, how he doesn't think he's human and talks about the singularity, karma, just a whole lot of shit that makes you spiral but it makes sense.
He says he's "what cults are made from" and that I am an occult.
He has given me a purpose of (when he dies) burying him on my plot with nitrogen rich soil and plant mushrooms on him, like Lions Mane or something. But then I have to feed them to as many people possible so that he can spiritually connect with them.
I don't know, it feels weird. It's been like this for like, 4 years. I have two little sisters. No clue if this is bad or what.
