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I did get banned when I posted a similar post for my language so I will do it better this time.
Tons of people answered cause they had similar situations so I want to write about it.
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SORRY FOR LONG THREAD (But is High IQ)
My mother is the biggest bitch in the world. I dont know why she bringed me to this world but obviously was not because of love. She never took care of me not even as a toddler probably, but certanly not in my childhood nor teenage years nor early adulthood. She abandonde me from day one, and was the kind of tiranic person who will educate me in the thinking 'dont even dare you to question my education methods'. Her job and she allways enphatised it was 'more important' than me. Narcisssistic foid who thinks that I should be worshiping her just for the privilege of her bringing me to this world, never acunting about zero parenting. She allways said brutal things to me (and still says to this date) like: 'I gave you food for your whole life, when are you going to pay for that bill?' She is also leftie, feminist and so on. You know the profile maybe.
My father is the biggest cuck you will find in the universe. Semi-autistic and have zero friends never teached me nothing about nothing about real life. You have to know he is a super-bluepilled leftie autistic overcuck that says things like 'You should go for landwhales going for foids you find atractive is sexism and is worng' 'You as a male have a privilege you have to decosntruct it'. Yeap, he is a text book male feminist, so he become the perfect partner for my mother. He also thinked like the rest of my familly he was a perfect father and he will not let you dare to question his lifestyle or parenting. having a father rolemodel like that is just so... no words ofr it, you get it right?
Is clear to me now that their marriage was a political union and that they both seem normal to not take care of their children and brainwashing them with political bias. Being such absent fathers didnt take away the little time they only spent to me to shame me, gastlight me like 'Do you not see how perfect familiy we are? You are the problem', make me feel guilty for whatever (the children of africa being hungry, or the poorless foid victims that appear in hollywood movies) and bullshit like that. their only parenting has allways being blame>make fell guilty. Blame>make feel guilty and so on and on. If you dare to question their shitty parenting both my father and mother will go very violent. Like 'How you dare to critisice us?' Conviced our familly and their friends (wich are very like mided people) were almost superior human beings. Having better lives. The kind of 'looking down on others' so tipical of intellectuals.
My brother is a text book psichopath. He does not live in the house now, but he made my life a misery untill he leaved. He hated me since I was born. Therapist thinking was a jealousy problem never solved because my fathers didnt dare to waste 5 minutes interfering in our education, and never told him is not normal to take some child jelausy to adulthood and hate your brother as if he was a murderer. Everyday I will spend the evening after school alone with my brother and he will be waiting for any excuse to beat me up, yes i did had to lear to live in a submissive way to survive. So i did learn to live in full alert all my childhood cause I was scared as shit of this being. He probably feels nothing about nothing, and even less about what he did to me. A friend that use to come to my house when I was like 10 called my brother 'the king of the house' because he behaved like a dictator. Imagine a mixing of not caring about me, and beating me up if I did anything that anoyed the smallest amount to him, like making noise for example. He will verbally abuse me and degrade me on a daily basis. I did probably developed all the mental issues from having to live in pannic attach mode thru my whole childhood and teenage years. He did everything he could to erase me from my familly and put it against me. When he had the age to understant he started to tell my fathers I was not a leftie and therefore a traitor, and that I was not smart therefore not an intellectual and things like that as he was studing 'Political Sciences' to please my fathers, so he became the predilect son, and me the shamefull one. An authentic black sheep. My fathers never wanted to hear a word about the abuse of course, because he was now the perfect son.
Both my fathers being academics only caring about my scores in the tests in school. Wich I started to fail of copurse living in loniless and stressed as fuck.
Coming from work late and going straight to the TV: 'I cannot dedicate you time now Im tyred from working all day so I will wach the TV till I sleep'
The rest of my life leaving me unatended. My brother making me develop social anxiety for the rest of my life along with my parents negative messages to make me feel guilty and the abandonement issues.
As time went by my familiy revealed their true veil and turned out to be a far left kind of sect, were all the members of the familly will have to think, read and vote for the same people and if you dont you are labeled a fascist. Basically my familly being a massive echo chamber were they do repeat the truths they hold sacred to one another (you know this kind of people in the west right?) and me not fitting in their delusional world making me imediatelly the black sheep.
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Sorry very sorry it has become so long. I did developed mental issues and personality disorders for living with this psycho familie, wich in the long run made me a disabled person because of mental health issues and of course contributed to my inceldom along with the foids of course.
I cannot work nor live on my own and my parents plan to kick me out of the house as they are going to retire and they dont want me to be around.
Probably will go homeless or who knows. I've spent 15 years on self isolation. Im on my 30s now.
Next year i will enter some sort of 'reinsercion center', some sort of soft-mental hospital but I dont know were it will lead me. Will have to hide Im an incel
Take pills on a dayly basis to cope with anxiety and sleep. Will probably kill me in the long run.
YOU KNOW HELL? I KNOW HELL. THIS IS THE BRUTAL STORY OF MY LIFE
Why did my familly bringed me into this world? This very question rots me from the inside out.
Feel free to post the story of youre life even if it is long. Lets make a decent long thread about it.
TELL YOUR STORY if it pleases.
Tons of people answered cause they had similar situations so I want to write about it.
>>>
SORRY FOR LONG THREAD (But is High IQ)
My mother is the biggest bitch in the world. I dont know why she bringed me to this world but obviously was not because of love. She never took care of me not even as a toddler probably, but certanly not in my childhood nor teenage years nor early adulthood. She abandonde me from day one, and was the kind of tiranic person who will educate me in the thinking 'dont even dare you to question my education methods'. Her job and she allways enphatised it was 'more important' than me. Narcisssistic foid who thinks that I should be worshiping her just for the privilege of her bringing me to this world, never acunting about zero parenting. She allways said brutal things to me (and still says to this date) like: 'I gave you food for your whole life, when are you going to pay for that bill?' She is also leftie, feminist and so on. You know the profile maybe.
My father is the biggest cuck you will find in the universe. Semi-autistic and have zero friends never teached me nothing about nothing about real life. You have to know he is a super-bluepilled leftie autistic overcuck that says things like 'You should go for landwhales going for foids you find atractive is sexism and is worng' 'You as a male have a privilege you have to decosntruct it'. Yeap, he is a text book male feminist, so he become the perfect partner for my mother. He also thinked like the rest of my familly he was a perfect father and he will not let you dare to question his lifestyle or parenting. having a father rolemodel like that is just so... no words ofr it, you get it right?
Is clear to me now that their marriage was a political union and that they both seem normal to not take care of their children and brainwashing them with political bias. Being such absent fathers didnt take away the little time they only spent to me to shame me, gastlight me like 'Do you not see how perfect familiy we are? You are the problem', make me feel guilty for whatever (the children of africa being hungry, or the poorless foid victims that appear in hollywood movies) and bullshit like that. their only parenting has allways being blame>make fell guilty. Blame>make feel guilty and so on and on. If you dare to question their shitty parenting both my father and mother will go very violent. Like 'How you dare to critisice us?' Conviced our familly and their friends (wich are very like mided people) were almost superior human beings. Having better lives. The kind of 'looking down on others' so tipical of intellectuals.
My brother is a text book psichopath. He does not live in the house now, but he made my life a misery untill he leaved. He hated me since I was born. Therapist thinking was a jealousy problem never solved because my fathers didnt dare to waste 5 minutes interfering in our education, and never told him is not normal to take some child jelausy to adulthood and hate your brother as if he was a murderer. Everyday I will spend the evening after school alone with my brother and he will be waiting for any excuse to beat me up, yes i did had to lear to live in a submissive way to survive. So i did learn to live in full alert all my childhood cause I was scared as shit of this being. He probably feels nothing about nothing, and even less about what he did to me. A friend that use to come to my house when I was like 10 called my brother 'the king of the house' because he behaved like a dictator. Imagine a mixing of not caring about me, and beating me up if I did anything that anoyed the smallest amount to him, like making noise for example. He will verbally abuse me and degrade me on a daily basis. I did probably developed all the mental issues from having to live in pannic attach mode thru my whole childhood and teenage years. He did everything he could to erase me from my familly and put it against me. When he had the age to understant he started to tell my fathers I was not a leftie and therefore a traitor, and that I was not smart therefore not an intellectual and things like that as he was studing 'Political Sciences' to please my fathers, so he became the predilect son, and me the shamefull one. An authentic black sheep. My fathers never wanted to hear a word about the abuse of course, because he was now the perfect son.
Both my fathers being academics only caring about my scores in the tests in school. Wich I started to fail of copurse living in loniless and stressed as fuck.
Coming from work late and going straight to the TV: 'I cannot dedicate you time now Im tyred from working all day so I will wach the TV till I sleep'
The rest of my life leaving me unatended. My brother making me develop social anxiety for the rest of my life along with my parents negative messages to make me feel guilty and the abandonement issues.
As time went by my familiy revealed their true veil and turned out to be a far left kind of sect, were all the members of the familly will have to think, read and vote for the same people and if you dont you are labeled a fascist. Basically my familly being a massive echo chamber were they do repeat the truths they hold sacred to one another (you know this kind of people in the west right?) and me not fitting in their delusional world making me imediatelly the black sheep.
>>>
Sorry very sorry it has become so long. I did developed mental issues and personality disorders for living with this psycho familie, wich in the long run made me a disabled person because of mental health issues and of course contributed to my inceldom along with the foids of course.
I cannot work nor live on my own and my parents plan to kick me out of the house as they are going to retire and they dont want me to be around.
Probably will go homeless or who knows. I've spent 15 years on self isolation. Im on my 30s now.
Next year i will enter some sort of 'reinsercion center', some sort of soft-mental hospital but I dont know were it will lead me. Will have to hide Im an incel
Take pills on a dayly basis to cope with anxiety and sleep. Will probably kill me in the long run.
YOU KNOW HELL? I KNOW HELL. THIS IS THE BRUTAL STORY OF MY LIFE
Why did my familly bringed me into this world? This very question rots me from the inside out.
Feel free to post the story of youre life even if it is long. Lets make a decent long thread about it.
TELL YOUR STORY if it pleases.
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