Everyone is considered a threat, regardless of their intent. Physical contact is considered a plot to manipulate and control my mind, or poison/contaminate me. Eye contact means they're reading my thoughts so they can use them against me. Anyone attempting to talk to me, is considered to be data mining. If anyone laughs, I believe they're making fun of me. I also have delusions that hidden devices are recording my thoughts.
I also have auditory hallucinations, or internal voices. They make constant suggestions that i'm being watched, or that i'm about to be attacked. They make these suggestions rapidly. It's like listening to multiple radio stations at once.
Then there's the neurological dysfunction, the disorganized thinking, the catatonic moments where the brain functions freeze. My mind is constantly going through variables, like a computer scanning itself endlessly, looking for errors.
I also become detached from the external world a lot, pacing back and forth having arguments with entities that aren't there.
I'm under the care of a psychiatrist, and the medications help a little bit, but it's still hell to live with.
I also have auditory hallucinations, or internal voices. They make constant suggestions that i'm being watched, or that i'm about to be attacked. They make these suggestions rapidly. It's like listening to multiple radio stations at once.
Then there's the neurological dysfunction, the disorganized thinking, the catatonic moments where the brain functions freeze. My mind is constantly going through variables, like a computer scanning itself endlessly, looking for errors.
I also become detached from the external world a lot, pacing back and forth having arguments with entities that aren't there.
I'm under the care of a psychiatrist, and the medications help a little bit, but it's still hell to live with.
