[Whitepill] I accepted it, I finally give up (venting)

[Shark]

I accepted it. I officially give up on life. From now on I will not try anymore, I will just rot and occupy my mind with things up to the point of insanity from an outsider's perspective
The time has come that I accept living in complete emptyness, isolation and oblivion, lost in my own thoughts until I finally cease to exist.
I don't belong anywhere and that is ok I accept my place because there is nothing I can do to change it, all I can do is cope after all.
This is the end but also the new beginning in a way. I'm not a human anymore, I'm an empty shell of my former self now. I swallow the pill of acceptance, the whitepill. Finally

 

[Skelly]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXqcHi2fkXI

 

[Starfish]

 

[Starfish]

based whitepiller

 

[lowz1r]

and the whitepill collects another one.

 

[Paladin]

I thought this as well but I'm back to coping

 

[nakolas]

You know what, I was just thinking the same thing.

 

[Grodd]

and the whitepill collects another one.

 

[Karakol96]

I will never accept it

 

[Animecel2D]

based whitepiller

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

now on I will not try anymore

I mean you should try to cope otherwise it will be unbearable

 

[RechargedSamsung]

It’s coping time boyo best hope your copes last long enough or otherwise you’ll start questioning your purpose in life and eventually be sad and have rope thoughts like me ((

 

[BasedAdam]

Im in the same position now. But for me am not giving up on controllable things in my life, like my financial situation or political standing

 

[samsara]

based whitepiller

 

[Fed_911]

up to the point of insanity from an outsider's perspective

Provide a detailed explanation to this. Curious to know what's exactly going on with ya...

 

[Shark]

Provide a detailed explanation to this. Curious to know what's exactly going on with ya...

I found out that doing repetitive stuff like postmaxxing or studying random topics for hours makes me feel more mentally at ease when I truly get into it and focus on it and that could be percieved as schizo mostly by normies

 

[Fed_911]

could be percieved as schizo mostly by normies

Who cares what these pieces of shit think ?? But You ain’t hearing voices inside your head n shit. So you’re probably not schizo.

 

[Shark]

Who cares what these pieces of shit think ?? But You ain’t hearing voices inside your head n shit. So you’re probably not schizo.

No I'm not, I just have severe anxiety and I'm autistic

 

[Fed_911]

I just have severe anxiety and I'm autistic

Xanax bro. Shit feels good but is quite addictive