Brutal My experience with an ESCORT

[ne4rthend]

What's up boyos, for those who don't know, I already made a thread in which I explained that I couldn't get hard because of stress during my previous experience.

I tried the experience again this time with another whore. At first I had trouble getting hard, I walked away for a few minutes to go to the bathroom and then came back to have her suck me and I finally ejaculated in her mouth without fucking her vagina. At the end she confessed to me being a little disturbed because according to her I was weird. She assumed that i have some kind of disability because i was so distant with her

It's really brutal how I have no escape and even when I want to cope I will always be reminded of how subhuman and mentalcel I am.

 

[ne4rthend]

Did it feel good

When I came in the moment it felt good but afterwards I felt really bad because I have to pay to have a semblance of a sex life while others do it daily. Not to mention the fact that she thought that i'm a weirdo

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

ohhh tyess

 

[EpedaBIGDICKENERGY]

That’s actually kind of good to get feedback imo… did she tell you what you could have done differently? “Distant” is kind of vague

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

So you paid a woman to call you autistic

 

[Tactical Cope]

Should've raped her and gotten your money's worth.

 

[ne4rthend]

That’s actually kind of good to get feedback imo… did she tell you what you could have done differently? “Distant” is kind of vague

That’s actually kind of good to get feedback imo… did she tell you what you could have done differently? “Distant” is kind of vague

She didn't tell me anything more, her personality detector made her think I was distant and weird because I'm just not attractive.

 

[ne4rthend]

So you paid a woman to call you autistic

My life is a comedy

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

My life is a comedy

I was thinking of escorting but I predict i'll have the same problem so you saved me from that embarrassment at least

 

[EpedaBIGDICKENERGY]

She didn't tell me anything more, her personality detector made her think I was distant and weird because I'm just not attractive.

She probably is hired by unattractive guys all the time, just makes me think you stood out in some way. Like others said it sounds like probably related to not being NT. Idk if an escort ever said that to me I’d be curious to see what she means, I’ve been told the same thing by normie friends before but feel kind of awkward asking them

 

[ne4rthend]

Should've raped her and gotten your money's worth.

You're right (in roblox)

 

[Tactical Cope]

You're right (in roblox)

In real life. Rape women.

 

[ne4rthend]

I was thinking of escorting but I predict i'll have the same problem so you saved me from that embarrassment at least

I've been fooled by those promoting to go to escorts here. Plus it didn't fill that void in me at all and I lost even more self-confidence.

 

[ne4rthend]

She probably is hired by unattractive guys all the time, just makes me think you stood out in some way. Like others said it sounds like probably related to not being NT. Idk if an escort ever said that to me I’d be curious to see what she means, I’ve been told the same thing by normie friends before but feel kind of awkward asking them

I have been diagnosed with autism but don't think that's the only reason for her to see me as weird. If i was a chad it would have been different.

 

[EpedaBIGDICKENERGY]

I have been diagnosed with autism but don't think that's the only reason for her to see me as weird. If i was a chad it would have been different.

Agree.

 

[ne4rthend]

NEVER GO TO ESCORTS BROCELS

NEVER or you'll just feel more miserable like me , keep coping with video games , anime , moneymaxxing

 

[NorthernWind]

NEVER GO TO ESCORTS BROCELS

NEVER or you'll just feel more miserable like me , keep coping with video games , anime , moneymaxxing

Can confirm. You feel a short pleasure but afterwards you feel bad and even kinda humiliated.
Also tense before you call her, find an address etc. It's really embarrassing and negative experience.

 

[Carpanesi]

What's up boyos, for those who don't know, I already made a thread in which I explained that I couldn't get hard because of stress during my previous experience.

I tried the experience again this time with another whore. At first I had trouble getting hard, I walked away for a few minutes to go to the bathroom and then came back to have her suck me and I finally ejaculated in her mouth without fucking her vagina. At the end she confessed to me being a little disturbed because according to her I was weird. She assumed that i have some kind of disability because i was so distant with her

It's really brutal how I have no escape and even when I want to cope I will always be reminded of how subhuman and mentalcel I am.

Escorting in life, I recently got the courage to finally hire one

I joined the forum after weeks of lurking also to talk to others about escorting

It's great, sadly I'm still an incel as it does not qualify as having genuine sex/relationship, but it's 1000x times better than not escorting.

Right now I'm totally on cum retention mode, since wednesday when I lost my virginity, it feels great, i'll meet her next week and want to save as much cum I can to give her a good splash on tits

 

[Carpanesi]

NEVER GO TO ESCORTS BROCELS

NEVER or you'll just feel more miserable like me , keep coping with video games , anime , moneymaxxing

In my opinion escorting is great

There are girls "specialized" in fucking guys with no experience, like virgins. As long as you pick a good hoe you're going to have a great time

Most of the whiners about escorting base it on a bad experience, not escorting itself. It's like going to a bad restaurant and just because of that, never eating outside again

Escorting is not a moot point but I guarantee if you can get a nice girl who's good at first timers then there is no way you'll get miserable

 

[Carpanesi]

When I came in the moment it felt good but afterwards I felt really bad because I have to pay to have a semblance of a sex life while others do it daily. Not to mention the fact that she thought that i'm a weirdo

I can give you tips

Don't lie, fucking is the butter and bread of a prostitute, she can know easily you're a virgin or socially inept. Just don't lie to them, you don't have to tell you're incel just tell you're virgin and wants to start having sex

I bet most of them will be pretty okay with that, as it seems prostitutes work with rather shady dudes who asks for hardcore stuff, like pissing, craping, etc so when they can please a guy by doing the basics (handjob then oral then intercourse) they'll be glad for the most part of it

I did some research and, at least in brazil the vast majority of prostitute customers are actually married/engaged/girlfriended men and not singles. That's because those men who are already in a relationship already know the ropes and may just want to fuck other women regardless

So it's pretty much guaranteed you'll find a prostitute willing to initiate you, it's advantageous for her too

As for me, I came clear on this issue and she actually was pretty okay with it, even took it slowly and also gave me a massage after I came the second time

Also don't try to advance steps, let her do the leading, 1st because she's getting paid and 2nd because she knows how to manage better than someone who haven't had sex before

 

[reddeath]

At the end she confessed to me being a little disturbed because according to her I was weird. She assumed that i have some kind of disability because i was so distant with her

women are such fucking pansies. anything that deviates from the norm even slightly will send them into hysterics. don't let the opinion of some two dollar whore keep you from coping. escorts are some of the best copes we have

 

[NorthernWind]

The thing is what not everyone lives in Netherlands or Germany so in countries where escorting is illegal it's much more difficult to find a 'good' escort.
You will rely only on escort sites where pics are often fake and not everyone is rich enough to try different escorts unless he finds 'his' escort.
It just takes too much money and embarrassment.

 

[gymletethnicel]

Should've raped her and gotten your money's worth.

 

[lifelongkhhv]

What's up boyos, for those who don't know, I already made a thread in which I explained that I couldn't get hard because of stress during my previous experience.

I tried the experience again this time with another whore. At first I had trouble getting hard, I walked away for a few minutes to go to the bathroom and then came back to have her suck me and I finally ejaculated in her mouth without fucking her vagina. At the end she confessed to me being a little disturbed because according to her I was weird. She assumed that i have some kind of disability because i was so distant with her

It's really brutal how I have no escape and even when I want to cope I will always be reminded of how subhuman and mentalcel I am.

No shit, my first experience escortmaxxing was the exact same except the disturbed part

 

[Shinichi Kudo]

That is why escorting is cucked

 

[Drakul]

I've been fooled by those promoting to go to escorts here. Plus it didn't fill that void in me at all and I lost even more self-confidence.

It filled her mouth. More than antiescortcels will ever achieve (even touching her tits would).

 

[bald_beaver_hunter]

Can confirm. You feel a short pleasure but afterwards you feel bad and even kinda humiliated.
Also tense before you call her, find an address etc. It's really embarrassing and negative experience.

Yeah pretty much. The calling and looking for her apartment is what stops me from doing it. Just feels so shit.
How old are you?

 

[NorthernWind]

Yeah pretty much. The calling and looking for her apartment is what stops me from doing it. Just feels so shit.
How old are you?

I'm in my 30s.

 

[bald_beaver_hunter]

I'm in my 30s.

When did you start doing it?
Also most of them live in shit areas filled with poor ethnics so I always feel super on edge when i’m there.

 

[NorthernWind]

When did you start doing it?
Also most of them live in shit areas filled with poor ethnics so I always feel super on edge when i’m there.

I visited escorts only a few times. First time in 2010, last - in 2019 and in 2018 I visited an erotic masseuse.
This event with masseuse was the most embarrassing. I couldn't find her place for some time despite the fact that it wasn't that difficult ( she probably thought that I'm retarded ). Also she called me 'so weird'.

 

[bald_beaver_hunter]

I visited escorts only a few times. First time in 2010, last - in 2019 and in 2018 I visited an erotic masseuse.
This event with masseuse was the most embarrassing. I couldn't find her place for some time despite the fact that it wasn't that difficult ( she probably thought that I'm retarded ). Also she called me 'so weird'.

I went to a masseuse once and she started laughing when she saw me because I was 18 at the time.
She told me to sit in her bedroom like a child and then I heard her laughing hysterically with the other whore living there and speaking in their native tongue about me.

Why did she call you so weird?

 

[browneaa]

You just paid her to humiliate you. If I were in your position I wouldve kicked her face over and over again.

 

[NorthernWind]

Why did she call you so weird?

Don't know. Due to the way I act, probably.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

What's up boyos, for those who don't know, I already made a thread in which I explained that I couldn't get hard because of stress during my previous experience.

I tried the experience again this time with another whore. At first I had trouble getting hard, I walked away for a few minutes to go to the bathroom and then came back to have her suck me and I finally ejaculated in her mouth without fucking her vagina. At the end she confessed to me being a little disturbed because according to her I was weird. She assumed that i have some kind of disability because i was so distant with her

It's really brutal how I have no escape and even when I want to cope I will always be reminded of how subhuman and mentalcel I am.

I know your not alone I have had problems with prostitutes like this too.