So I haven't wageslaved today and my "mood" was pretty normal, neither good or depressed.
But yeah normies/god didn't want this and had to ruin everything again.
There is a big festival outside and I can hear the music, the laughter and so on pretty clearly. They are listening to some nostalgic songs from my childhood.
It just makes me so fucking sad to hear happy people, while I sit here like every single day. Some of my old """"friends"""" are probably there, but yeah they kinda betrayed me a few years ago because I was too boring/depressed and had nothing to offer them.
I'm so sick of rotting, but there is no alternative to it.
But yeah normies/god didn't want this and had to ruin everything again.
There is a big festival outside and I can hear the music, the laughter and so on pretty clearly. They are listening to some nostalgic songs from my childhood.
It just makes me so fucking sad to hear happy people, while I sit here like every single day. Some of my old """"friends"""" are probably there, but yeah they kinda betrayed me a few years ago because I was too boring/depressed and had nothing to offer them.
I'm so sick of rotting, but there is no alternative to it.
