Venting My dreams in life are what most normies my age achieved years ago

[Konon]

All I ever wanted in this shit life was to have a girlfriend for literally no more than 2 months. I would have enjoyed the memories for the rest of my life. To have friends, to get invited to parties, to have low inhib fun, just live through what normal people live through. Instead here I am - 22 years old, can't properly tie my shoes, have never played any multi-player games, haven't traveller outside of my shitty region of the world, no friends left, don't get invited anywhere anymore, never had a gf, had to fuck a hooker to lose my virginity, the whole neighborhood knows I'm a degenerate for fucking a prostitute. My parents are poor narcissists, alcoholic, I'm alcoholic as well. Developed heart problems because of drinking.

Meanwhile, normies lived the life I wanted to live 2 times already and still have 10-20 years of absolute bliss. How the fuck do I go on and why??

 

[Cacao]

its conditional man. i just have the bullshit willpower to keep on tryin no matter what. a lot of people dont

 

[IsolationHurts]

Damn. Can relate tbh. When i compare myself with people of my age i litteraly know that im in the botton 10% of complete subhuman losers, near the absolute 1% bottom. Never had a gf, a friend, a job... and dreaming about getting any of them, while 80% of my generation have them all almost for free, just being a NT normie with average looks and social skills and are trying to become something even beyong the typical husband with a job and a group of male friends. Its pure fucking suifuel.

 

[darkhai]

That's fucking brutal. The timepill/Agepill is without a doubt one of the worst.