Brutal My depression eats me

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

I've been off my meds for like 2 months now. I can't wait to restart and numb myself again beginning next week... It has been really brutal, even though I'm on 200mg TRT

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

I've been off my meds for like 2 months now. I can't wait to restart and numb myself again beginning next week... It has been really brutal, even though I'm on 200mg TRT

Consequences of being a kissless virgin at 25 y/o + being metaphysically cursed + good for nothing + missed out on everything

 

[Mohamedömar]

I've been off my meds for like 2 months now. I can't wait to restart and numb myself again beginning next week... It has been really brutal, even though I'm on 200mg TRT

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

I'm a miserable old man. There's nothing left in me

 

[Mohamedömar]

I'm a miserable old man. There's nothing left in me

Same as you
I am 5'4 feet tall, ugly, poor, weak young man with a small penis and skinny fat physique

 

[BigTSlob]

Same as you
I am 5'4 feet tall, ugly, poor, weak young man with a small penis and skinny fat physique

Tell me about it. I'm 5'7 now you may think I'm taller than you but I'm skinny fat with gynecomastia grade 3 or 4, small penis, small voice, small hands, nonexistent adams apple or facial bone mass. Bottom of the barrel.

 

[Mohamedömar]

Tell me about it. I'm 5'7 now you may think I'm taller than you but I'm skinny fat with gynecomastia grade 3 or 4, small penis, small voice, small hands, nonexistent adams apple or facial bone mass. Bottom of the barrel.

It's over

 

[proudweeb]

I haven't felt anything other than anger in years

 

[BigTSlob]

It's over

Worst part is I have had like three escort first one it was good though the rest I couldn't nut and just stopped going. Sex is more mental than I thought. I actually want the girl to like me and enjoy it that's why I stopped.

 

[Alvin31]

I've been off my meds for like 2 months now. I can't wait to restart and numb myself again beginning next week... It has been really brutal, even though I'm on 200mg TRT

Just forget about foid start escortmaxxing and play vidya

 

[poorenglishcel]

What exactly is the bad part of not being on meds? Do you feel bad 24/7, pain or what?

 

[Mohamedömar]

Worst part is I have had like three escort first one it was good though the rest I couldn't nut and just stopped going. Sex is more mental than I thought. I actually want the girl to like me and enjoy it that's why I stopped.

 

[Mohamedömar]

Worst part is I have had like three escort first one it was good though the rest I couldn't nut and just stopped going. Sex is more mental than I thought. I actually want the girl to like me and enjoy it that's why I stopped.

It depens on the feeling of love, also what had you felt when you lost virginity with that escort, I mean what is the feeling of sex?

 

[BigTSlob]

It depens on the feeling of love, also what had you felt when you lost virginity with that escort, I mean what is the feeling of sex?

To be fair she was hot and I wanted to get over the virgin label in my head. IMO sex with strangers is only good if the stranger is physically hot maybe that'ts why I didn't enjoy the other two encounters because they were not as hot as her. But I'ma keep doing it maybe next year. There's no love but alteast I get to feel some pussy.

 

[BigTSlob]

It depens on the feeling of love, also what had you felt when you lost virginity with that escort, I mean what is the feeling of sex?

The feeling of sex itself? Well it's like you enter her and your instincts will help you. You will just know how you want to stroke or the pace. You can't really teach it you have to feel and adjust in real time. But what I was looking for was the feedback the genuine moans but escorts don't actually love you so it's weird.

 

[Mohamedömar]

The feeling of sex itself? Well it's like you enter her and your instincts will help you. You will just know how you want to stroke or the pace. You can't really teach it you have to feel and adjust in real time. But what I was looking for was the feedback the genuine moans but escorts don't actually love you so it's weird.

I mean the feeling of the vagina itself, when you enter your dick inside her, what is the feeling? and is it overrated or not?

 

[BigTSlob]

I mean the feeling of the vagina itself, when you enter your dick inside her, what is the feeling? and is it overrated or not?

It's like entering this tight warm hole that just grips your shit in a good way. Its's squishy and you just want to pound it.

 

[Mohamedömar]

It's like entering this tight warm hole that just grips your shit in a good way. Its's squishy and you just want to pound it.

I will not be able to try this shit
oh btw what is your penis size?

 

[BigTSlob]

I will not be able to try this shit
oh btw what is your penis size?

A measly 4x4

 

[Mohamedömar]

A measly 4x4

WOW you could have fun with that size
I am 5.5 (6 BP) with 4.3 girth and I feel tiny

 

[4sez]

I haven't felt anything other than anger in years

 

[Mohamedömar]

A measly 4x4

btw, Roman Reigns sucks
Brock Lesnar is the best

 

[flute_snoop]

oh btw what is your penis size?

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

What exactly is the bad part of not being on meds? Do you feel bad 24/7, pain or what?

Bad depression. From childhood trauma and being KV at 25 y/o etc.