I was to naive to think I had an chance... Yes u dumass u really thought,u r an sub-5 u wouldn't be loved by anyone why would u ever think that? Just because u confessed to her u thought she'd give u an chance after all the begging and please?! No!u imbecile she's literally perfect while u r not good at anything u lonely incel! Why.. But why though?... Why won't she give me an chance?? I've watched her from afar admiring her...waited 3 years almost 4...just waiting to talk to her...all this for nothing...Maybe love life isn't for me at all....Not maybe it's certain that it ain't built for me.... Maybe in next life I'll be loveable by someone? Should I ropemaxx?no I won't do that because I have my parents which only loves me...only the face that mother could only love...Because it's over for me genuinely...Elliott Rodger was right all the Stacey chooses good looking guys while us are left behind like an being from another world that is unlookable... They say personality matters but in the end they choose good looking guys... Like... Im... I can't even explain it... Ah... I wish she'd give me an chance which is impossible.... Which is only gonna happen in my head fantasies... Idk...What to do like bro... All I wanted was her... In the end she rejected me nicely... Which still hurts like hell...And I feel hollow inside but I try to move on but the painful memories always seems to linger around my mind... Like it's brutal... To just think about the rejection that happened to me...
I didn't choose any of this..Every passing day my hatred towards those are born with privileges grows stronger and stronger... why must I suffer for simply being born with less privileges as others...i didn't choose nor did I do anything wrong to you so...why must you treat me so harshly...and My hatred for them grows day by day and I wish my pain upon them...to feel what I've felt for being ugly...
Not being like others who are happy and Normal...And being an unattractive male gotta be the worst feeling ever im going through... I can't go anywhere without feeling like others are laughing about my looks, i hear people laughing in irl... And assume it's about my face or chud height and I remember one time at school where my friend told me these girls called u annoying pimple faced in group chat I didn't believe it at first but when I saw it,it broke me deeply I acted fine like nothing's wrong while I became more insecure about my acne, I genuinely can't take this anymore... and behind that ego and fake confidence...theres just an ugly, small, terrible person whos never and never will amount to anything...
And instead of fantasizing about about fame or private jets... I Fantiaze about my future wife laughing at one of my jokes... Or getting my child ready for school or other normal experiences stuff I'll never experience...
And when she stares at me but I'm not sure if she's staring at me finding me cute... Or she just can't believe someone can be this ugly..and lastly she said...
I understand your feelings for me but it's just not something I can give back... Which broke me deeply even though she was kind.. At first I said please just give me a Chance... And I looked at my message and realized I'm not getting any chances so I just deleted the message and told her..And um..Thanks for being direct. I’ve said my piece, so I’m going to back off now. Take care..and then she left me on delivered and said nothing... Which is fine for me I guess?...but I...will keep waiting for her even if it takes an eternity...just hoping one day.. For a chance that will never come..
and all of my suffering on this world has been at the hands of humanity, particularly girl. It has made me realize just how brutal and twisted humanity is as a species. All I ever wanted was to fit in and live a happy life amongst humanity, but I was cast out and rejected...
All I have ever wanted was to love women, but their behavior has only earned my hatred. ... Why do women behave like vicious, stupid, cruel animals who take delight in my suffering and starvation? Why do they have a perverted sexual attraction for the most brutish of men instead of gentlemen of intelligence?
I didn't choose any of this..Every passing day my hatred towards those are born with privileges grows stronger and stronger... why must I suffer for simply being born with less privileges as others...i didn't choose nor did I do anything wrong to you so...why must you treat me so harshly...and My hatred for them grows day by day and I wish my pain upon them...to feel what I've felt for being ugly...
Not being like others who are happy and Normal...And being an unattractive male gotta be the worst feeling ever im going through... I can't go anywhere without feeling like others are laughing about my looks, i hear people laughing in irl... And assume it's about my face or chud height and I remember one time at school where my friend told me these girls called u annoying pimple faced in group chat I didn't believe it at first but when I saw it,it broke me deeply I acted fine like nothing's wrong while I became more insecure about my acne, I genuinely can't take this anymore... and behind that ego and fake confidence...theres just an ugly, small, terrible person whos never and never will amount to anything...
And instead of fantasizing about about fame or private jets... I Fantiaze about my future wife laughing at one of my jokes... Or getting my child ready for school or other normal experiences stuff I'll never experience...
And when she stares at me but I'm not sure if she's staring at me finding me cute... Or she just can't believe someone can be this ugly..and lastly she said...
I understand your feelings for me but it's just not something I can give back... Which broke me deeply even though she was kind.. At first I said please just give me a Chance... And I looked at my message and realized I'm not getting any chances so I just deleted the message and told her..And um..Thanks for being direct. I’ve said my piece, so I’m going to back off now. Take care..and then she left me on delivered and said nothing... Which is fine for me I guess?...but I...will keep waiting for her even if it takes an eternity...just hoping one day.. For a chance that will never come..
and all of my suffering on this world has been at the hands of humanity, particularly girl. It has made me realize just how brutal and twisted humanity is as a species. All I ever wanted was to fit in and live a happy life amongst humanity, but I was cast out and rejected...
All I have ever wanted was to love women, but their behavior has only earned my hatred. ... Why do women behave like vicious, stupid, cruel animals who take delight in my suffering and starvation? Why do they have a perverted sexual attraction for the most brutish of men instead of gentlemen of intelligence?
