Today, i called my dad and we talked and during the conversation he warned me against fornication, i told him,dont worry no girl likes me, he said you are lying, he doesnt know how bad my social anxiety and depression hits and how much i hate women in a manical way like i want to kill them all (in whatever the fuck) fuck women, fuck bugs, fuck lizards. Today i tried to kill a lizard in my room but it hid under my bed and am panicking over it laying eggs in my ear.
