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RealSchizo
utter failurecel who fails at everything
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I feel like I've never been closer to losing it more than now. I woke up today and have literally turned off my brain about anything i.e I am acting like a robot. We were having breakfast when I asked him when the news were going to start meanwhile we were watching the news. Another example : My cousin was supposed to come back home and visit us today but my grandma came in and said that he won't be coming for the upcoming days and after she was done explaining I told her to call me when my cousin arrives today. My dad got really angry with me and told me that I am insane and that It's the computer's fault for "brainwashing" me meanwhile he always neglected me as a child and let my mom raise me all alone. He is an asshole. I can't focus on anything and have low sex drive. I've went full 4 days without watching porn without even trying because my brain is so tired and all it wants to do is rot.