Venting My Copium got destroyed.

[Jesussaveme]

It’s been 4-5 months, since I discovered BlackPill. It’s starting to trend all over internet because of the Clavicle guy. I wonder how this shits gonna affect the society. Whatever. Who cares. Its tough. I stay indulged in self-deteriorating thoughts every day. My thoughts chip away the facade of my great self-worth. I am spend the entirety of my day eating bags of doritos and watching movies, a second of being idle sucks the soul out of my body. I have lost all motivation to do anything. I used to be such a red-pilled optimist, but now that I reflect back from others lens? I was a loser. Just because of my FUCKING LOOKS.I have already went through all the stages of grief multiple times, and returned back to denial then anger, WHY CANT I FUCKING ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ONNNN.

It always ends on bargaining and denial stage. Then I feel the surge of hope and the motivation to…live. I planned of getting surgery’s done, get married, have kids and die of old age… lol, but soon I realised, by the time I’ll arrange funds I’ll turn 35-40 years old. WHAT EVEN IS THE FUCKING POINT????

I always wanted to be an influencer. I am a guitarist. But it doesn’t matter no more. My ugliness will overshadow my skills. What a sad end…

I could kill to go back in time when I tried so hard to get validation and attention. Making jokes, fucking listening like therapist, being highly empathetic… not even to impress girls, but to make friends, lol. The memories of my jestermaxxing era is haunting me, they must have always thought of me as a loser. I actually was and have always been a worthless human being.

I was a hardcore red-pilled guy. Everything can be improved, its all about personality, be charismatic… I used to read a lot of self improvement books, now that I see the Truth I what a scam they were, like the famous fucking how to win friends and influence people.

I see no point of living, so why go on? I still don’t wanna rope, I'm still searching for a reason.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I was a hardcore red-pilled guy. Everything can be improved, its all about personality, be charismatic… I used to read a lot of self improvement books, now that I see the Truth I what a scam they were, like the famous fucking how to win friends and influence people.

Most self-improvement is a scam designed by genetically fortunate people to launder their privilege into “advice.”

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Brutal post

 

[Emba]

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[king.epstein]

It’s been 4-5 months, since I discovered BlackPill. It’s starting to trend all over internet because of the Clavicle guy. I wonder how this shits gonna affect the society. Whatever. Who cares. Its tough. I stay indulged in self-deteriorating thoughts every day. My thoughts chip away the facade of my great self-worth. I am spend the entirety of my day eating bags of doritos and watching movies, a second of being idle sucks the soul out of my body. I have lost all motivation to do anything. I used to be such a red-pilled optimist, but now that I reflect back from others lens? I was a loser. Just because of my FUCKING LOOKS.I have already went through all the stages of grief multiple times, and returned back to denial then anger, WHY CANT I FUCKING ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ONNNN.

It always ends on bargaining and denial stage. Then I feel the surge of hope and the motivation to…live. I planned of getting surgery’s done, get married, have kids and die of old age… lol, but soon I realised, by the time I’ll arrange funds I’ll turn 35-40 years old. WHAT EVEN IS THE FUCKING POINT????

I always wanted to be an influencer. I am a guitarist. But it doesn’t matter no more. My ugliness will overshadow my skills. What a sad end…

I could kill to go back in time when I tried so hard to get validation and attention. Making jokes, fucking listening like therapist, being highly empathetic… not even to impress girls, but to make friends, lol. The memories of my jestermaxxing era is haunting me, they must have always thought of me as a loser. I actually was and have always been a worthless human being.

I was a hardcore red-pilled guy. Everything can be improved, its all about personality, be charismatic… I used to read a lot of self improvement books, now that I see the Truth I what a scam they were, like the famous fucking how to win friends and influence people.

I see no point of living, so why go on? I still don’t wanna rope, I'm still searching for a reason.

If you noticed the blackpill due to clavicular you’re a larp.

 

[Jesussaveme]

If you noticed the blackpill due to clavicular you’re a larp.

Nah, a good looking classmate told me about it.

 

[Marklonely]

I remember being active on looksmax.org in 2024 (I made an account there in 2022) and experiencing the rise of Clavicular. He would post his slay brag posts and also comment on troll posts or looksmax advice. I was surprised that a newcel like him got so popular so fast on the forum


Fast forward: he's in the mainstream media, and it's funny seeing normies criticize his actions (even though they know deep down that life is about looks). I do admit that he is selling out now based on his recent debate with Maron. Anything to have those connections, I guess


I think Clavicular should have never told anyone about his surgical/paramedical plans, he should have just kept it to himself, as it would have allowed him to gene fraud max, which would have made him somewhat more liked by normies


Overall, whatever happens, it is what it is. I do wish him some wellness…

 

[poorenglishcel]

I have no idea who this catfucker guy is. Initally i used to think it was the Clavicus Vile user XD.