Tranquil Fury
Chad Basher
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- Joined
- Aug 30, 2022
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- 299
I just had a really rough night seeing so many couples and families at work tonight, and I can't even lie, I just lost the will to live right on the spot. Was just too painful to watch. All these families clearly done trick or treating. All these couples with the women wearing trashy costumes. Men who were happy and fullfilled living the life I so badly want. I just couldn't hold back the tears of feeling so hopeless and lonely, and had to use a mask and cap to hide what a mess I was. Boss had pity on me and sent me home early, and I literally was about to end it all, complete with sad music playing in the background and everything. Basically did it just like Lethal Weapon, racking one in the chamber and pressing it between my eyes, then pausing and crying, then sticking it in my mouth, then pausing and crying, then pressing it to the back of my head, then pausing and crying, only for my two cats to come up to me and start crying and bumping their heads on my chin and stomach to show me affection and snap me out of it. I tell you guys, having a pet truly does help. They somehow know what your feeling and truly do care, and I decided that the least I can do is stick around a little longer for my little two buddies, who despite being animals, have a better understanding of what Im going through than any human ever could. Thanks for listening guys, really does make a difference to be able to just say stuff like this out loud when no one else would either understand, care, or even wanna listen...